How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AmberMarie]

"Mary Poppins"

Step in Time!!! i LOVE that movie!

 

[AmberMarie]

Overwhelmed by my medical today which i'm sure is a carry-over from the last couple of days... however i'm doing better. my mind is calmer... still on edge... but calmer. Being alone for the next few hours isn't giving me he same feelings i have had as of late. More like a freedom than recklessness if i'm honest.

 

[1964dodge]

i used to find comfort in that... He gave me some absolutely Amazing Gifts and Blessings throughout my life. My problem is they have almost all been taken away as well... i guess i didn't use those gifts according to His plan... although i tried my best... creative ministry for over 20 yrs.... then *poof* i can no longer. Someday i hope to know why... until then i just feel worthless and a huge disappointment.

 

[1964dodge]

Still pretty bad

i'm sorry @puffymilk i hope you can start to feel better soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I've taken up painting and it's going well. I thank God that He blessed me and I have the chance to learn a new skill, which makes me happy. Therefore, I listen to the Bible while painting and it not only helps pass time but it actually makes me joyful. I thank God for taking away my sorrow and emptiness.

 

[1964dodge]

Well damnit, I have the poops. Probably a side effect to new medication.

Trying to deal with my anxiety levels also.

i hope it goes away quickly. i hate it when it feels like i'm in a 100 yard dash to make it to the bathroom. please try to take care of yourself

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I got 2 or 3 hours of sleep. I'm just thinking of a night gown I got years ago that says 'sleep solves everything'... Sometimes I'm at the brink of insanity from my thoughts and dont sleep for several nights. It does help. I only woke up because the landlord needs to make cupboards or shelves or something for his gf. I was so and am so tired.

i hope you can get some rest soon. have you tried music headphones or anything that can block noise?

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Woken up in the middle of the night. Now, I can't go back to sleep. Maybe later.

 

[1964dodge]

Knotted in the stomach. Work issue thinking about it all weekend which has spoilt any enjoyment.

 

[1964dodge]

i'm absolutely terrified right now. i have to report my grades to my father (i'm in engineering school) and i know they're absolutely disastrous. i just want to disappear. i'm probably not going to be able to finish my year because my grades are so low. i've done my best though.

welcome to SF. if you did your best then maybe engineering isn't for you. take a long look at your future and what you want to do. if you want to stay in engineering try to find a way to raise the grades. if you want to shift possible careers look at what you need. be prepared before you talk to your dad and offer solutions

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

i started my day with a photo finish run to my favorite room in the house. to say i wasn't feeling good is a massive understatement lol. my wife wasn't feeling well yesterday so i said ok we can go out tomorrow. my wife put her foot down and made me stay in bed today. the weekend drives are mostly for her so i was disappointed. to make up for things i ordered ribs from applebees and a couple of strawberry shakes from dq . it cost a little over $100 but was worth it to make her happy. i just hope both of us feel better tomorrow so we can go out lol

mike

 

[AmberMarie]

the weekend drives

Weekend... or any day drives can be amazing at times. Refreshing, calming, beautiful and even unexpected. I do hope you both feel better quickly so you can get back to experiencing.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Definitely been better. Just signed up for identity theft protection because I was notified a medical place I used just ONCE was hacked and info stolen.

 

[1964dodge]

Weekend... or any day drives can be amazing at times. Refreshing, calming, beautiful and even unexpected. I do hope you both feel better quickly so you can get back to experiencing.

we are also looking forward to march or april so we can take weekend drives in our 64 dodge, that always makes us happy

mike....

 

[Livelife]

Definitely been better. Just signed up for identity theft protection because I was notified a medical place I used just ONCE was hacked and info stolen.

I'm sorry to hear.... I got one of those letters as well about a month ago from a medical practice I hadn't used in years, they apparently keep personal info in their systems "forever". Good idea you had, I'm going to think about doing that now as well.

 

[Livelife]

Aggravated.
I just went outside in the yard and discovered an actively leaking pipe coming out of the back wall of my house and into the ground, it's where I have the hose hooked up. Bad timing as well on a Sunday evening. Now I have to turn off the water to the house until tomorrow when the plumber can come. At least he answered the phone a few minutes ago and said he would work me in.......

 

[Aurelia]

i'm absolutely terrified right now. i have to report my grades to my father (i'm in engineering school) and i know they're absolutely disastrous. i just want to disappear. i'm probably not going to be able to finish my year because my grades are so low. i've done my best though.

When I took statistics, I knew it would be a disaster and I wouldn't understand a damn thing. I told my mother that in advance and she said maybe let's get a tutor. So I started looking for one of those. However, I got lucky, and realized I could still get a good grade without understanding what I'm doing because the tests were multiple choice and when I googled all the questions I found all the answers. Apparently, they've been given before somewhere and people posted the correct answers. So that was how I ended up with an A in statistics (my course was online, so that's why I could "cheat"). My case was unique, though. A tutor is a good idea before your grades start to suffer in any other case.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Aggravated.
I just went outside in the yard and discovered an actively leaking pipe coming out of the back wall of my house and into the ground, it's where I have the hose hooked up. Bad timing as well on a Sunday evening. Now I have to turn off the water to the house until tomorrow when the plumber can come. At least he answered the phone a few minutes ago and said he would work me in.......

Hope it doesn't cost much for the repair. Freezing weather can definitely break the pipes.

 

[TragicReality]

i hope you can get some rest soon. have you tried music headphones or anything that can block noise?

mike.....

Thank you. Yes, I have bad tinnitus so having a fan on helps and yes music is something I forgot helps me. I hope your day is ok with lesser pain.

 

[Livelife]

Hope it doesn't cost much for the repair. Freezing weather can definitely break the pipes.

Thank you. It's ridiculous. As well as I insulate and cover pipes when this kind of cold hits. At least it doesn't appear to be a huge one. But plumbers here are crazy expensive, At least I've known this guy for years and he'll do a decent repair job....