That happiness when I found the flavour I've been obsessed over off. The flavour thats so good on my tummy. Hehe. Like I can digest well with it and eat comfortably.
Quite like sth spicy and tangy. Vinegary foods is indeed healthy for me. 😺 Oh wow practicing cooking is so worth it.
So I start my new job after 15 years of working for myself that is
and to be honest My body and mind are making me a real mess been sick 3 times since 6am and keep going to the bathroom because my stomach is so upset even worried that because I am travel sick in cars when I get picked up and taken to the depot of the company in another town I will be ill especially with how I feel
why is there no cure for nervous issues that become physicals issues my work coach says try not to worry easy for her to say
So I start my new job after 15 years of working for myself that is
and to be honest My body and mind are making me a real mess been sick 3 times since 6am and keep going to the bathroom because my stomach is so upset even worried that because I am travel sick in cars when I get picked up and taken to the depot of the company in another town I will be ill especially with how I feel
why is there no cure for nervous issues that become physicals issues my work coach says try not to worry easy for her to say
Worthless. Nothing. People treat me this way guess it's time i just accept it. Not sure what i ever did but what's that matter? Obviously people think im nothing if that's how they treat me. I keep trying hopefully it'll work I've always tried to make people happy so much so that i lost myself in the process. Knowing my death will bring tho se in my life joy makes it easier to try the dying part is hard though
Thhis is a bit of synchronicity because I'd cut out bread and pasta all of last week. I was doing slightly better and beginning to get the hopeful. Then yesterday, was out doing errands and had a quick bite at a cafe. Big mistakes. I'm going back to no bread and no junk food. I'll just have the non-gluten pasta if I need a pasta feed.
Thanks for the well wishes and mentioning the gluten issue.
i feel awfully alone right now. my friends don't really check up on me anymore. i feel like i'm in a separate bubble while the world goes on around me. i'm lost.
Well did my first day at work seemed to go ok apart from me falling flat on my face twice
think it was down to lack of sleep and putting my whole mind into doing the job and worry and not where I was feel down the Morrisons steps then we pulled up at a house and they had this massive anchor thing at the end of the garden unfortunately it was right outside my door so I trip over it big time
feel a right fool messed up my knee bad also cut it up bad but anyway overall the job went ok just cannot for the life of me remember prices
I'm feeling much better. Thanks for the hugs @Bergerac . Hugs back.
@1Lefty thanks yes I believe it's a food sensitivity thing. Absolutely can't eat anything with neurotoxins like msg, or presservative like sulfites, that is not without getting violently ill. I have to eventually get tested for gluten as well, but that can wait. I will miss favourite breads but am not willing to risk it anymore.
i feel awfully alone right now. my friends don't really check up on me anymore. i feel like i'm in a separate bubble while the world goes on around me. i'm lost.
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