How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[cymbele]

I'm back and for some reason, haven't fully recovered. last night about 6pm I fell asleep for 4 hours, woke up and went to bed. I had today off and thought I had recovered fully but it's again 6pm and I feel like sleeping (I've got to go out until 10:30p). I would have thought the jet lag would be over with after 1 day rather it's continued through a second day. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be fine.

 

[Windhover]

I'm lonely. I miss my estranged partner but also my brother. Lately I feel as though he's so close, but he is drad. I will never see him again. He and I understood each other more than any other.

 

[Windhover]

I'm back and for some reason, haven't fully recovered. last night about 6pm I fell asleep for 4 hours, woke up and went to bed. I had today off and thought I had recovered fully but it's again 6pm and I feel like sleeping (I've got to go out until 10:30p). I would have thought the jet lag would be over with after 1 day rather it's continued through a second day. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be fine.

Hopefully the jet lag will fade away soon @cymbele . Welcome back. : )

 

[Survivorist]

Quite OK - I start to get contact here in Spain and then you are finally in the circle. OK, my Spanish got really better.
My wife will be here in 4 months, 28 days and 10 hours - great. I can't wait.
84 days without food - and it feels great. I feel so light.... Only juice, coffee, tea, water etc. Might go to 120.

I just hope that the next depressive phase comes as late as possible - that it will come, is as sure as the daily sunrise.

 

[1964dodge]

I'm lonely. I miss my estranged partner but also my brother. Lately I feel as though he's so close, but he is drad. I will never see him again. He and I understood each other more than any other.

 

[1964dodge]

Quite OK - I start to get contact here in Spain and then you are finally in the circle. OK, my Spanish got really better.
My wife will be here in 4 months, 28 days and 10 hours - great. I can't wait.
84 days without food - and it feels great. I feel so light.... Only juice, coffee, tea, water etc. Might go to 120.

I just hope that the next depressive phase comes as late as possible - that it will come, is as sure as the daily sunrise.

 

[1964dodge]

i'm actually doing well. i started the lidocain patches on my legs last night. they are the prescription 5% patches. it wasn't a great help but it did help some. it took the edge off and instead of having a high pain level in the morning it was only moderate so was able to take only one morphine instead of 2. it's still too early to tell but today i'm hopeful

mike

 

[LumberJack]

I'm back and for some reason, haven't fully recovered. last night about 6pm I fell asleep for 4 hours, woke up and went to bed. I had today off and thought I had recovered fully but it's again 6pm and I feel like sleeping (I've got to go out until 10:30p). I would have thought the jet lag would be over with after 1 day rather it's continued through a second day. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be fine.

How many time zones away were you? In my experience it takes about a day per time zone. So when I would go to Europe it would be 7-8 days before I resumed my normal sleep habits.

 

[LumberJack]

i'm actually doing well. i started the lidocain patches on my legs last night. they are the prescription 5% patches. it wasn't a great help but it did help some. it took the edge off and instead of having a high pain level in the morning it was only moderate so was able to take only one morphine instead of 2. it's still too early to tell but today i'm hopeful

mike

I have been using lidocaine lotion for my feet. It seems they are really dry and that leads to itching, but there are some really good products that help with that. The stuff I use is both really intense moisturizer and 4% lidocaine - the strongest you can get for OTC. I am a believer now, lol.

 

[Lane]

Annoyed with an ex. I was going to meet him for lunch as friends. He started texting that he couldn't wait to make love to me and I said I can't do that. He said it'll be our secret. I'm engaged and that's not something I want. I don't need that bullshit in my life.

 

[MisterBGone]

Annoyed with an ex. I was going to meet him for lunch as friends. He started texting that he couldn't wait to make love to me and I said I can't do that. He said it'll be our secret. I'm engaged and that's not something I want. I don't need that bullshit in my life.

Oh? ...Ohh! Oh, WOW?!? Sorry @Lane . . . Guess that's why he's your "Ex?" (as mirst I'd mis-read & thought it was your s. o. 'now,' that you were talking about, or discussing here: totally on me & my extra foggy brain this morning!)~

 

[Aurelia]

Studying the driver's license manual. Lord, help me.

 

[Windhover]

Annoyed with an ex. I was going to meet him for lunch as friends. He started texting that he couldn't wait to make love to me and I said I can't do that. He said it'll be our secret. I'm engaged and that's not something I want. I don't need that bullshit in my life.

That's not friendly it's predatory. If he had listened, &/or was in agreement with meeting as friends he wouldn't behave like that. yech. Maybe it is good he showed his cards right away so to speak...

Sorry it happened @Lane.

 

[Lane]

That's not friendly it's predatory. If he had listened, &/or was in agreement with meeting as friends he wouldn't behave like that. yech. Maybe it is good he showed his cards right away so to speak...

Sorry it happened @Lane.

It's true, I should block him. He's always had a pushy nature. I'm tired of it and today it made me mad actually. I appreciate you responding to my post seabird.

 

[Lane]

Oh? ...Ohh! Oh, WOW?!? Sorry @Lane . . . Guess that's why he's your "Ex?" (as mirst I'd mis-read & thought it was your s. o. 'now,' that you were talking about, or discussing here: totally on me & my extra foggy brain this morning!)~

Nope, it's an ex and he should know better especially at his age Mr. B. Hope you're having a a good day.

 

[LumberJack]

Suddenly I am feeling sad. More like despair. The kind of despair that comes when I am waiting patiently for someone to do something, but they never do. The sadness that comes along with realizing that I missed the bus and there will not be another one.

 

[Aurelia]

So I was just bawling my eyes out praying for my husband. I said, "Lord, please, whether we're together or not, just save his life and his soul. That's all I ask." And then I bawled again and said "Oh God, I lost the only man I truly loved and still love." I know He heard me, and I believe He will help him. I don't know what's going to happen between us, but at least his soul will be saved.

 

[I Love Tomorrow]

The kind of despair that comes when I am waiting patiently for someone to do something, but they never do. The sadness that comes along with realizing that I missed the bus and there will not be another one

Yes I know that feeling well. I'm sorry Lumberjack that you or anyone has to feel like that

 

[I Love Tomorrow]

Like a pawn in a really f*cked up science experiment

 

[MisterBGone]

Nope, it's an ex and he should know better especially at his age Mr. B. Hope you're having a a good day.

That was really not right of hijm, @Lane ~!* ;/