How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

I hate that I had a very nice day while my husband is in the hospital in another country.

i hope he gets out soon and gets better

mike....

 

[Windhover]

You're welcome. @Auri Sincere get well soon wishes to him.

 

[cymbele]

Not very happy. I was bored and I ate more food than I should have and I feel like I’m a fat mess. I did really well today and now I feel gross. Why do I compromise myself?

 

[1964dodge]

Not very happy. I was bored and I ate more food than I should have and I feel like I’m a fat mess. I did really well today and now I feel gross. Why do I compromise myself?

 

[SillyOldBear]

Not very happy. I was bored and I ate more food than I should have and I feel like I’m a fat mess. I did really well today and now I feel gross. Why do I compromise myself?

I eat all the time. Can't seem to stop even though I know I should. So I understand how you feel.

 

[Angie]

Thank you. He is as okay as he can be there. He has kidney stones (bad pain), painkillers are helping, but he's getting a stent put in tomorrow.

Oh goodness!

I hope the stent fixes this!

Prayers for a speedy and complete recovery.

 

[AvidFan]

Groggy. Insomnia was playing up again despite being up at 7am on Saturday, took at least 2 hours to get even close to sleep. I'll have to try the hypnosis recordings again, can't hurt, at least they sometimes make me sleepy. Had a lie in until about 8.30am. Never thought that would be a lie-in for me on a Sunday but here we are!

 

[Livelife]

Deeply emotionally torn around a current painful situation along with the Fear around the accompanied unknown following that I do know will all be changing my life and world.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Deeply emotionally torn around a current painful situation along with the Fear around the accompanied unknown following that I do know will all be changing my life and world.

Wishing you the best during this time.

 

[AvidFan]

Deeply emotionally torn around a current painful situation along with the Fear around the accompanied unknown following that I do know will all be changing my life and world.

 

[Livelife]

Wishing you the best during this time.

Thank you so much Barb

 

[Livelife]

thanks for the hug.....

 

[AnHeroTransGirl]

Went from fine to terrible because my mood tanked from my girlfriend being angry over nothing at my parents house. I wish there were ways to discipline her for not acting right.

 

[PrincessPure]

At this point is it that I enjoy my own misery or what?

 

[AvidFan]

Awake. Spent 4 hours awake in bed after going to bed early, in bed about 10pm, still awake at 2am. Must have then slept a little because I had a few weird dreams, but when I looked at the clock it was 6.45am. Few days in a row of this now, sleep has become next to impossible. I listened to a hypno relaxation recording for two hours and was as awake at the end as at the beginning and just threw my headphones off the bed. At least it's 7am as I type, which is reasonably sensible, and it wasn't 4am or something ridiculous when I finally looked at the clock and decided I was done lying there. Another long day beckons.

 

[Angie]

Deeply emotionally torn around a current painful situation along with the Fear around the accompanied unknown following that I do know will all be changing my life and world.

Thinking of and praying for you.

 

[Angie]

Awake. Spent 4 hours awake in bed after going to bed early, in bed about 10pm, still awake at 2am. Must have then slept a little because I had a few weird dreams, but when I looked at the clock it was 6.45am. Few days in a row of this now, sleep has become next to impossible. I listened to a hypno relaxation recording for two hours and was as awake at the end as at the beginning and just threw my headphones off the bed. At least it's 7am as I type, which is reasonably sensible, and it wasn't 4am or something ridiculous when I finally looked at the clock and decided I was done lying there. Another long day beckons.

Its 2am here, I relate to sleep difficulties

 

[Angie]

6:15 am

Need to make a short road trip at 8:15 to pdoc's office.

I don't wanna lol

But if I reschedule, I have to see someone else as my pdoc is going to Europe for 2 1/2 weeks.

Decisions, decisions

 

[LumberJack]

6:15 am

Need to make a short road trip at 8:15 to pdoc's office.

I don't wanna lol

But if I reschedule, I have to see someone else as my pdoc is going to Europe for 2 1/2 weeks.

Decisions, decisions

I know it’s after the fact now, but I hope you went to the pdoc. Better to get it out of the way asap so you don’t have as long to worry about it. I say this, but I am a pathological procrastinator, so no judgment if you decided to put it off.

 

[LumberJack]

I feel just a bit better than terrible. Last night I was having some serious thoughts about making plans, who I would say goodbye to, and how. I don’t have a serious plan now, but it’s disturbing that it’s becoming concrete planning instead of mere fantasy.

I maybe should call a crisis line or something, but my experience with treatment has been so dehumanizing and discouraging that I would rather not bother.