How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AvidFan]

Feeling better than I've any right to expect really given the lack of sleep and extreme stresses, physical and mental, lately. Having some time off and no obligations (hopefully) helps.

 

[Auri]

i am tired of being bored. My job has me doing nothing really productive for 6 months now. Yes, there’s been some periods of busyness but lately I’ve been in a holding pattern. Pretty soon I’ll be busy for a couple of weeks and then boredom. Not like I can leave the computer- I have to be accountable and accessible all day long. Then at night when I’m trying to settle down for sleep my mind is racing. Looking forward to Labor Day weekend in a week and a half to not be so bored.

That must be so frustrating and difficult. As much as the other extreme is horrible, not having enough work, not doing anything to contribute would make me feel like I am wasting my time, and I hate wasting time. I'm sorry you're in this position and I hope you get busier soon.

 

[Lane]

Hoping to have a better day today. Yesterday was a very sucky day. Things went wrong at work and just couldn't wait for the day to be over. Kept remembering my mother's words, "tomorrow's a new day".

 

[AvidFan]

Feel mildly excited at the prospect of picking up and reading a novel later today. It's one thing that's almost guaranteed to make me doze off, so I might just doze off if it happens!

 

[HappyKitty]

been feeling fine, lol i love this site tbh but i got nothing to say yet… i dont wanna forget abt it, i should book mark the site or sth🤣

heheheh

 

[Bergerac]

been feeling fine, lol i love this site tbh but i got nothing to say yet… i dont wanna forget abt it, i should book mark the site or sth🤣

heheheh

 

[Angie]

Disappointed in the way today turned out. I had something happen that made it impossible for me to go to the dentist appt.

Took a nap and woke up grumpy.

 

[AvidFan]

Disappointed in the way today turned out. I had something happen that made it impossible for me to go to the dentist appt.

Took a nap and woke up grumpy.

😢

 

[AvidFan]

Right now, I feel calm and relaxed.

 

[Tor]

So much, yet so little at once. Don’t know if that makes sense. Doctors are not helping very much, but that’s probably because of my anxious inability to explain myself. I’m about to give up on medical care altogether, physical and mental.

 

[AvidFan]

Tired. I got half way through my novel, but my eyes were getting sore. Not surprised with 5 hours of light sleep at most in the last 48 hours. Hopefully the relaxation will help me sleep better (or at all!) tonight.

 

[Inanimate]

I can’t shake this barrenness all around me and this hollowness within. Even unexpected pleasing moments are quickly suppressed by my obsessive despairing thoughts. Is this going to be my entire life? I think I need to die, not so much want to. I don’t intend to hasten the inevitable, but I’ll accept it with gratitude.

Any day now.

 

[AvidFan]

I can’t shake this barrenness all around me and this hollowness within. Even unexpected pleasing moments are quickly suppressed by my obsessive despairing thoughts. Is this going to be my entire life? I think I need to die, not so much want to. I don’t intend to hasten the inevitable, but I’ll accept it with gratitude.

Any day now.

I wish you could keep the despairing thoughts at bay. Sorry that they spoil those unexpected fleeting pleasing moments - I hope you can at least have more of those.

 

[AvidFan]

Bedtime. Didn't get sleepy reading my book, so am not optimistic, but who knows, maybe being more relaxed today has helped/will help. 😴

 

[Inanimate]

I wish you could keep the despairing thoughts at bay. Sorry that they spoil those unexpected fleeting pleasing moments - I hope you can at least have more of those.

That means a lot. I appreciate it.

 

[1964dodge]

Hoping to have a better day today. Yesterday was a very sucky day. Things went wrong at work and just couldn't wait for the day to be over. Kept remembering my mother's words, "tomorrow's a new day".

i hope today was better @Lane

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

been feeling fine, lol i love this site tbh but i got nothing to say yet… i dont wanna forget abt it, i should book mark the site or sth🤣

heheheh

you are always welcome here @HappyKitty and you can talk to us when you're hurting and you canlet us know when good things happen and you are happy

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Disappointed in the way today turned out. I had something happen that made it impossible for me to go to the dentist appt.

Took a nap and woke up grumpy.

i hope this evening is better for you

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

So much, yet so little at once. Don’t know if that makes sense. Doctors are not helping very much, but that’s probably because of my anxious inability to explain myself. I’m about to give up on medical care altogether, physical and mental.

please don't give up @Tor . sometimes if i have important things to convey to my doctor i make brief notes to remind me. if you think you may forget or freeze up write down exactly what you want to say when you're calm this way you just read it at the doctors office

mike.....

 

[HappyKitty]

my cat is being very mindful this morning, he tap on my shoulder for cuddles and he cuddles with me cause he knows its too early for breakfast, very demure. 😂✨😸