How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[HappyKitty]

you are always welcome here @HappyKitty and you can talk to us when you're hurting and you canlet us know when good things happen and you are happy

mike....

im having lunch w yummy subway sandwhich and cookie😻

 

[Lane]

I can’t shake this barrenness all around me and this hollowness within. Even unexpected pleasing moments are quickly suppressed by my obsessive despairing thoughts. Is this going to be my entire life? I think I need to die, not so much want to. I don’t intend to hasten the inevitable, but I’ll accept it with gratitude.

Any day now.

I hope time can heal things for you. In the meantime I wish you more moments of peace.

 

[Lane]

So much, yet so little at once. Don’t know if that makes sense. Doctors are not helping very much, but that’s probably because of my anxious inability to explain myself. I’m about to give up on medical care altogether, physical and mental.

 

[Bergerac]

What to go to a sound-proof place, and scream and never stop.

 

[1Lefty]

What to go to a sound-proof place, and scream and never stop.

I understand, I've felt that way, too.
What I've sometimes done is to press my face into a pillow to scream and cry until I'm exhausted

peace

 

[Bergerac]

I understand, I've felt that way, too.
What I've sometimes done is to press my face into a pillow to scream and cry until I'm exhausted

peace

Thanks, @1Lefty I have also done that, many times. I wish there was a better answer. It just wears me out more and is more destructive. I'm desperate for a good path.

Wishing good things for you, and some peace.

 

[Tor]

I don’t know, and I don’t know if I care anymore. What does it matter? Feeling bad + telling doctors = feeling worse than I have in weeks. This has me all kinds of messed up. Disassociating to cope. Terrified all day. Shaking all day. And all I need is to “get back to work and focus on meds, sleep and diet.” Okay? But what if I can’t do any of that well right now bc of how intensely bad I feel? I feel like I’m wrong in some way. And I feel like a chronic fuck up

 

[nicktheundoer]

A little bit sad....my mother will only be there for me when the circumstances are good...broken tbh....if anyone wants to give me a hug, it's very much appreciated. Thanks....

 

[Livelife]

A little bit sad....my mother will only be there for me when the circumstances are good...broken tbh....if anyone wants to give me a hug, it's very much appreciated. Thanks....

Hugs to you.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

A little bit sad....my mother will only be there for me when the circumstances are good...broken tbh....if anyone wants to give me a hug, it's very much appreciated. Thanks....

sending a soft comforting hug! I am sorry you're hurting.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

I don’t know, and I don’t know if I care anymore. What does it matter? Feeling bad + telling doctors = feeling worse than I have in weeks. This has me all kinds of messed up. Disassociating to cope. Terrified all day. Shaking all day. And all I need is to “get back to work and focus on meds, sleep and diet.” Okay? But what if I can’t do any of that well right now bc of how intensely bad I feel? I feel like I’m wrong in some way. And I feel like a chronic fuck up

I am sorry you feel so bad. I have a lot of similar feelings. I hate knowing others feel shattered. If you like hugs, sending a super soft comforting hug. I wish I could fix it for us (& others).
xxxxx
🦩🦩🦩🦩

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

What to go to a sound-proof place, and scream and never stop.

sorry you can’t find a place to scream it all out.

It reminds me of a story. There was a remote camping (hunting) property a friend owned. it was on a river. have would have a primal yell party. They would seriously scream until they felt better. Then the river carried the echos for even longer/further..
your people are out there somewhere waiting to scream with you. 🤘🔥🤘

 

[mosaic hearts]

A little bit sad....my mother will only be there for me when the circumstances are good...broken tbh....if anyone wants to give me a hug, it's very much appreciated. Thanks....

Hugs galore, @nicktheundoer! I hope they help to give you a little comfort.

 

[Bergerac]

sorry you can’t find a place to scream it all out.

It reminds me of a story. There was a remote camping (hunting) property a friend owned. it was on a river. have would have a primal yell party. They would seriously scream until they felt better. Then the river carried the echos for even longer/further..
your people are out there somewhere waiting to scream with you. 🤘🔥🤘

thank you

 

[Ash600]

What to go to a sound-proof place, and scream and never stop.

Sorry that things are that intense for you. Hope it's one of those fleeting moments and that you've managed to wrestle back a sense of control.

 

[snails]

Zonked all the time and slow processing stuff, sorry I'm not about and responding much.

 

[Tor]

I am sorry you feel so bad. I have a lot of similar feelings. I hate knowing others feel shattered. If you like hugs, sending a super soft comforting hug. I wish I could fix it for us (& others).
xxxxx
🦩🦩🦩🦩

Thank you I wish I could fix it for us too. In the meantime, I appreciate you

 

[1Lefty]

A little bit sad....my mother will only be there for me when the circumstances are good...broken tbh....if anyone wants to give me a hug, it's very much appreciated. Thanks....

peace

 

[Lane]

What to go to a sound-proof place, and scream and never stop.

I wish you could go for it, sounds like a good release.

 

[Lane]

A little bit sad....my mother will only be there for me when the circumstances are good...broken tbh....if anyone wants to give me a hug, it's very much appreciated. Thanks....

's x 20.