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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Just returned from Turkey and Eu like 2 wks ago... and traveling again ard indonesia for a week at least mid-Sept, returned home doing last session of baking class (theres only 5 classes i paid for) on 22/9 hehee and kpop concert on last Sept. 😸
I need my kpins and melatonin with me whenever I travel. err....
Chk chk.' ✨
I need my kpins and melatonin with me whenever I travel. err....
Chk chk.' ✨
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I’m just feeling quite burnt out rn 
I’ve gotten better at my job since the last time I posted about it here, but gosh it’s still so stressful. I’m fortunate to have very, very kind superiors and the chillest vocation the military has to offer, and I feel awful that I’m still struggling. I’m such a weak, incompetent person. I feel so sad that I have to do this for nearly two more years. I’ve been in mandatory military service for just three months so far but it has felt like an eternity. I don’t know what to do about my situation… I could push for a discharge based on mental health grounds or request to be posted to a more relaxed workplace, but my unit already has manpower issues and I don’t want to inundate my colleagues with my workshare too. And I don’t want to disappoint my boss, he’s been so kind to me and I don’t want him to feel like it’s his fault. I feel stuck… there’s just this constant awful feeling I have when I’m at work and thinking about having to do this for two more years just makes me feel so sad. I’m struggling to cope.
I’ve gotten better at my job since the last time I posted about it here, but gosh it’s still so stressful. I’m fortunate to have very, very kind superiors and the chillest vocation the military has to offer, and I feel awful that I’m still struggling. I’m such a weak, incompetent person. I feel so sad that I have to do this for nearly two more years. I’ve been in mandatory military service for just three months so far but it has felt like an eternity. I don’t know what to do about my situation… I could push for a discharge based on mental health grounds or request to be posted to a more relaxed workplace, but my unit already has manpower issues and I don’t want to inundate my colleagues with my workshare too. And I don’t want to disappoint my boss, he’s been so kind to me and I don’t want him to feel like it’s his fault. I feel stuck… there’s just this constant awful feeling I have when I’m at work and thinking about having to do this for two more years just makes me feel so sad. I’m struggling to cope.
I don't want to burden people anymore. I don't want to talk to people about what's going on in my mind & body anymore because when I hear the words or see them on paper I feel so ashamed & embarrassed. The solution is to quit everything. That way I won't be accountable to anyone & I'll be free to act on my impulses & urges in any way I wish. Nothingness will result. No more shame. No more embarrassment. No more guilt. No more fear. No more terror. No more...
You are an important part of SF @nicktheundoer. Hope you can feel some peace very soon. 
You are an important part of SF @nicktheundoer. Hope you can feel some peace very soon.
I was in deep pain but it has subsided now. Thanks..😊😊😊😊😊❤️❤️❤️
