How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

Worn-out.

 

[1964dodge]

Ashamed. I wish I could go back in time to when I was 19 years old and somehow convince myself that I’m worthy of happiness and self-respect regardless of what I am, what has happened to me, and whether or not I have anyone in my life to help me see that. I’ve lost a third of my lifespan to unchecked anguish and self-destruction, and I have the scars to forever remind me of that. I feel aged, worn, and disfigured, with hardly anything to show for it.

 

[1964dodge]

as people know i've had a tough time of it looking for a new place to live through no fault of our own. well we found a good place with senior housing which is very affordable. i'm sorry that i have been absent a lot this month and will be here off and on for another 2 weeks.

mike

 

[1Lefty]

as people know i've had a tough time of it looking for a new place to live through no fault of our own. well we found a good place with senior housing which is very affordable. i'm sorry that i have been absent a lot this month and will be here off and on for another 2 weeks.

mike

mike,
I'm glad you found a good resolution to your housing problem


peace

 

[SillyOldBear]

as people know i've had a tough time of it looking for a new place to live through no fault of our own. well we found a good place with senior housing which is very affordable. i'm sorry that i have been absent a lot this month and will be here off and on for another 2 weeks.

mike

So glad you found a place. Getting settled in is your priority now. SF will still be here when you have time again.

 

[1964dodge]

mike,
I'm glad you found a good resolution to your housing problem


peace

thank you @1Lefty

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

So glad you found a place. Getting settled in is your priority now. SF will still be here when you have time again.

thank you barb

mike....

 

[JMG]

Lots of things as always:
- Worried about the uncertainty of the future
- A bit of physical pain due to cramps (had my “time of month” nonstop for the last 3 weeks, and according to the specialist, I could have another 3 weeks of it to go)
- Tired (didn’t get enough sleep, might have a nap in a bit)
- Relieved, yup, glad there is a positive one here for sure. Feeling this one because I finally got up the courage to go to the doc today and reveal that I am in need of a lot more psychological support with things. My sis may have stressed me out a lot the other day with her text (it felt a bit like nagging tbh) but I am glad she pushed me with it a bit. With any luck I will hopefully be able to get set up with some kind of counselling so that I can perhaps at least get a decent amount of motivation to live a fairly “normal” life, and one that might even help me have more financial security so I can have a brighter future that involves travelling to some of the many places I would like to see someday

Wishing the best for everyone here, as always For those who are doing well - awesome, I am so happy for you, and wish you the best of luck that it continues.
For those who aren’t feeling good right now, I hope you will be feeling better soon. You are never truly alone no matter how much it might sometimes feel like it, and please try to never feel like you don’t matter or aren’t important because you are, we all are

*Big hugs* to all who are wanting them
Peace to you all, always ☮️❤️😊🥰

 

[MisterBGone]

Lots of things as always:
- Worried about the uncertainty of the future
- A bit of physical pain due to cramps (had my “time of month” nonstop for the last 3 weeks, and according to the specialist, I could have another 3 weeks of it to go)
- Tired (didn’t get enough sleep, might have a nap in a bit)
- Relieved, yup, glad there is a positive one here for sure. Feeling this one because I finally got up the courage to go to the doc today and reveal that I am in need of a lot more psychological support with things. My sis may have stressed me out a lot the other day with her text (it felt a bit like nagging tbh) but I am glad she pushed me with it a bit. With any luck I will hopefully be able to get set up with some kind of counselling so that I can perhaps at least get a decent amount of motivation to live a fairly “normal” life, and one that might even help me have more financial security so I can have a brighter future that involves travelling to some of the many places I would like to see someday

Wishing the best for everyone here, as always For those who are doing well - awesome, I am so happy for you, and wish you the best of luck that it continues.
For those who aren’t feeling good right now, I hope you will be feeling better soon. You are never truly alone no matter how much it might sometimes feel like it, and please try to never feel like you don’t matter or aren’t important because you are, we all are

*Big hugs* to all who are wanting them
Peace to you all, always ☮️❤️😊🥰

Geesh?!. I hope you don't, "bleed to death!" @JMG ~ Very Scary, I'd say! And sorry for the disruption by your sister, too. In my experience, that's (just) one of the things, they're good for.. Peace, and hope you're having a or an, otherwise: 'Good night!' :^)

 

[JMG]

as people know i've had a tough time of it looking for a new place to live through no fault of our own. well we found a good place with senior housing which is very affordable. i'm sorry that i have been absent a lot this month and will be here off and on for another 2 weeks.

mike

Just wanted to say I’m so happy for you Mike that you guys found a good new place to move to, that’s excellent! You absolutely deserve to have a nice, decent and affordable place to live, wishing the best of luck for you when you move there. If I lived closer to you then I would offer to help you with moving of course, but I hope that goes smoothly whenever it will be happening.

Also, just wanted to say you are so kind with apologizing for perhaps not being able to be on here as much, but there is truly no need. You are so kind, thoughtful, considerate and one of the nicest, most caring people I know. Whenever you’re able to be on is great, but never any pressure with it when you are busy with other things of course

 

[JMG]

Geesh?!. I hope you don't, "bleed to death!" @JMG ~ Very Scary, I'd say! And sorry for the disruption by your sister, too. In my experience, that's (just) one of the things, they're good for.. Peace, and hope you're having a or an, otherwise: 'Good night!' :^)

Lol, aw thank you MrB for caring, ya it has been freaky to have it for so “long” like this, and when the specialist told me yesterday that it could be ANOTHER 3 weeks, omg ya I was definitely a bit like “wtf?” about that. But ya, after this he said I probably will not really have it anymore after that. After how it’s been this year, that will be the most welcome relief ever for sure

Thanks for your kind compassion about my sis stressing me out with the text the other day too, I am trying to remember to be grateful that she cares and means well and to not feel upset with her or anything else negative. I hope she’ll be happy that I at least have some “answers” about some things now a bit. Aw thank you for wishing me a good night too, ya aside from the cramps it’s pretty good, just laying here resting with my kitty sleeping beside me right now lol.

Peace to you too, hope you are well and that you have a good night too!

 

[MisterBGone]

Lol, aw thank you MrB for caring, ya it has been freaky to have it for so “long” like this, and when the specialist told me yesterday that it could be ANOTHER 3 weeks, omg ya I was definitely a bit like “wtf?” about that. But ya, after this he said I probably will not really have it anymore after that. After how it’s been this year, that will be the most welcome relief ever for sure

Thanks for your kind compassion about my sis stressing me out with the text the other day too, I am trying to remember to be grateful that she cares and means well and to not feel upset with her or anything else negative. I hope she’ll be happy that I at least have some “answers” about some things now a bit. Aw thank you for wishing me a good night too, ya aside from the cramps it’s pretty good, just laying here resting with my kitty sleeping beside me right now lol.

Peace to you too, hope you are well and that you have a good night too!

thanks @JMG ! & glad to hear of your prognosis! That is (for that is, rather)... good-news; indeed!
Also glad to hear that you've got your loyal & trusted / n' faithful companion right there, by your side.
That, or She - is "priceless," indeed~*/>
& as for me: I'm just sitting here, trying to see if the (NY) Jets, can win a game, agains t
the Patirots (NFL-football). Stranger things have happened, if U be-lieve in life after Love,
do do doo doo doooo do dooo do ddoo do doo dooo dooo doooooo.......

 

[1964dodge]

Lots of things as always:
- Worried about the uncertainty of the future
- A bit of physical pain due to cramps (had my “time of month” nonstop for the last 3 weeks, and according to the specialist, I could have another 3 weeks of it to go)
- Tired (didn’t get enough sleep, might have a nap in a bit)
- Relieved, yup, glad there is a positive one here for sure. Feeling this one because I finally got up the courage to go to the doc today and reveal that I am in need of a lot more psychological support with things. My sis may have stressed me out a lot the other day with her text (it felt a bit like nagging tbh) but I am glad she pushed me with it a bit. With any luck I will hopefully be able to get set up with some kind of counselling so that I can perhaps at least get a decent amount of motivation to live a fairly “normal” life, and one that might even help me have more financial security so I can have a brighter future that involves travelling to some of the many places I would like to see someday

Wishing the best for everyone here, as always For those who are doing well - awesome, I am so happy for you, and wish you the best of luck that it continues.
For those who aren’t feeling good right now, I hope you will be feeling better soon. You are never truly alone no matter how much it might sometimes feel like it, and please try to never feel like you don’t matter or aren’t important because you are, we all are

*Big hugs* to all who are wanting them
Peace to you all, always ☮️❤️😊🥰

thank you for the hugs can always use a good hug. i hope you feel better soon from your monthly. asking for psycological help is probably a smart move and hopefully you can feel better emotionally as well. i hope your future is brighter than the christmas star

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Just wanted to say I’m so happy for you Mike that you guys found a good new place to move to, that’s excellent! You absolutely deserve to have a nice, decent and affordable place to live, wishing the best of luck for you when you move there. If I lived closer to you then I would offer to help you with moving of course, but I hope that goes smoothly whenever it will be happening.

Also, just wanted to say you are so kind with apologizing for perhaps not being able to be on here as much, but there is truly no need. You are so kind, thoughtful, considerate and one of the nicest, most caring people I know. Whenever you’re able to be on is great, but never any pressure with it when you are busy with other things of course

thank you @JMG for the very nice compliments

mike....

 

[TragicReality]

Been busy, and thanks for people who understand. I'm almost kind of happy. A bit worried about this new place I got, but it's my own finally with my own key. For now, no more renting rooms, I've had a couple bad experiences with that. I went back for one big box of photos. I cried. He said he took it to the dump after telling him I'm not able to get it until I get help to lift it into my car. He's a real jerk, an a@@. I'd never through a winter coat and someones precious photo albums, and I know he knew what he threw out, pictures I took myself as a young girl, pictures of my best friends in school,,, too much to bear losing. It's very mean of him, but I'm away from him at least. I found an apartment quickly and he's a real nice Christian man with what I can see is a kind understanding heart. He's letting me begin to move things. I've had a hard month. Another problem to face and fix but I'm here. Hoping my son's especially my younger who needs a job will be doing better for themselves.

 

[Bergerac]

you are not a worthless loser. i'm sorry you ripped up your artwork. next time if you feel like this please put the artwork in a closet for at least a month before you decide on anything

mike.....

thanks, Mike. Hope you're managing.

 

[Bergerac]

I'm sorry things are so bad. You're welcome to say more about what's going on if you'd like to. I understand if you don't feel ready to talk about it, but I hope you will if it will help.

Wishing you good things.

thank you so much. How are you?

 

[1964dodge]

Been busy, and thanks for people who understand. I'm almost kind of happy. A bit worried about this new place I got, but it's my own finally with my own key. For now, no more renting rooms, I've had a couple bad experiences with that. I went back for one big box of photos. I cried. He said he took it to the dump after telling him I'm not able to get it until I get help to lift it into my car. He's a real jerk, an a@@. I'd never through a winter coat and someones precious photo albums, and I know he knew what he threw out, pictures I took myself as a young girl, pictures of my best friends in school,,, too much to bear losing. It's very mean of him, but I'm away from him at least. I found an apartment quickly and he's a real nice Christian man with what I can see is a kind understanding heart. He's letting me begin to move things. I've had a hard month. Another problem to face and fix but I'm here. Hoping my son's especially my younger who needs a job will be doing better for themselves.

i am so happy for you to be in a place of your own. it's hard to live in someone elses house. when we thought we were going to be homeless my daughter and eldest son both offered us a room until we found a place. i love them both but it would be very hard for us so i can imagine how hard it is for a stranger. this is one thing off your plate and maybe you can find ways to help your kids, have them over for a meal etc.

what your old landlord did was awful. i won't pray for him to be punished because it's wrong and not very christian but i did pray just now for god to show him guidance on treating people, in gods own way. god doesn't like when people hurt his children. i wish you luck on the move

your friend

mike,,,,

 

[1964dodge]

thanks, Mike. Hope you're managing.

you're welcome i'm not doing great yet but a lot better now. how are you doing? better i hope

mike.....

 

[Bergerac]

you're welcome i'm not doing great yet but a lot better now. how are you doing? better i hope

mike.....

I'm sorry things aren't good, overall, but it seems like there's been an improvement for you, and you're trying. I'm pushing myself forward, thank you.