How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

Thank you Mike. I'm still working on myself. I still constantly relapse, but it's getting much better now.

you're welcome @puffymilk , it can take a long time to finally be stable and even then relapses happen. just keep fighting but most important is be true to yourself

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Exhausted! Yet i do not want to go to sleep. i'm sick of the nightmares. i want it all to be done n over with. It needs to go away!

 

[1964dodge]

Excited.

 

[1964dodge]

Like sh*t and crying this morning, I miss my dogs so much it hurts.. There's no one else close around that knows me or I them to share any kind of love and time with...
I can't do this, not day in and out. Just pay bills and taxes and clean house and do some volunteer work. It's not enough.
Gotta go..the foundation guy is here to tell me how many thousands of dollars I will have to give him to do a simple lift.

i feel your pain janis. just try to hold on and eventually your sadness will turn to fond memories. i know it takes time

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Haven’t been sleeping well for a week. Disorienting. I get up way too late, and feel lost.

 

[1964dodge]

Angry. Stomach hurting. Restless. Not a good combo.

i hope you feel better soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Rapidly approaching that stage where I no longer wish to carry on

 

[1964dodge]

I had a hard day yesterday and went to bed very early. I felt upset at work too. And then I came home and overate and not good foods.

 

[1964dodge]

My mind os all over the place again.

 

[1964dodge]

pretty much ok

mike

 

[Livelife]

i feel your pain janis. just try to hold on and eventually your sadness will turn to fond memories. i know it takes time

mike....

thank you friend

 

[Aurelia]

My mom complained to my doctor's office and she finally gave me what I needed because of that. So not angry at them anymore. Seems whenever I try to speak for myself, no one listens. When others do it, people listen. I don't get it.

 

[Livelife]

My mom complained to my doctor's office and she finally gave me what I needed because of that. So not angry at them anymore. Seems whenever I try to speak for myself, no one listens. When others do it, people listen. I don't get it.

I have had similar issue and have also never been able to figure it out🙃I’m glad you got what you needed though from them.

 

[Aurelia]

I have had similar issue and have also never been able to figure it out🙃I’m glad you got what you needed though from them.

Yeah, my mom knows how to speak to people better than I do. She gets things done better. Thank God I have her to help me. I do try, though. I just don't get people sometimes.

 

[Angie]

I believe I am having a Bipolar episode. Too much shopping, too little sleep and suicidal ideation and SH urges.

Am in contact with therapist and have appointment with PDOC tomorrow.

 

[Windhover]

Rapidly approaching that stage where I no longer wish to carry on

why

 

[Inanimate]

Seems whenever I try to speak for myself, no one listens. When others do it, people listen. I don't get it.

I concur as I tend to speak in tongues and remain stuck in limbo whenever I need someone to do something on their end. Recently, my father took it upon himself to make all the inquiries, and had he not politely told the lady on the other end how to do her job, she would’ve just left things to fester. I’m lucky as well to have a parent with that super power, and I hope it’ll pass on someday.

 

[puffymilk]

I'm feeling okay. Still relapses every now and again but it is much better now

 

[Angie]

Rapidly approaching that stage where I no longer wish to carry on

Hey Ash, you are welcome to drop me a PM anytime you'd like a chat, a listening ear, or a virtual martini.

Hope you feel better

 

[Bergerac]

My purpose has been outlived, for sure. I am now invisible, apart from the insults and other negative attention. It doesn't matter if I'm here.