How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AmberMarie]

i am a waste of time, a waste of space, and insignificantly in the way!

 

[Inanimate]

Jaded. I revisit these holidays with the same frame of mind every year, having found the perfect excuse to ruminate over what I’m missing and feel bad for no reason other than the fact that loneliness is once again a hot topic. If there’s one thing I feel that I’m missing out on, it’s always feeling like shit.

 

[Windhover]

Broken. I'm conflicted between feeling like thrown out trash and dignity from having the wherewithal to get away.

 

[Lane]

Feeling anxious. My tooth broke in the back. Going to the dentist in Monday after work. It hurts a little when I drink water. Other than that going to try to relax and read my book, watch some TV, take deep breaths.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Broken. I'm conflicted between feeling like thrown out trash and dignity from having the wherewithal to get away.

I wish you could get past this. You do not deserve the pain this broken relationship has brought upon you. I wonder too, if it brings satisfaction to your ex that you are in so much pain.

 

[AvidFan]

Broken. I'm conflicted between feeling like thrown out trash and dignity from having the wherewithal to get away.

😟

 

[AvidFan]

Hungry. But can't go for pizza again, cooking some pasta and vegetables or I'll turn into a pizza 😟 had a relaxed morning but just broke my brain doing a complicated piece of work. At least I earned some cash instead of sitting around.

 

[Windhover]

I wish you could get past this. You do not deserve the pain this broken relationship has brought upon you. I wonder too, if it brings satisfaction to your ex that you are in so much pain.

It's high time I got past it, I know I have a problem. I wonder that as well, given that he is known for his caustic nature.

 

[Windhover]

😟

Thank you AvidFan. hugs back

 

[1964dodge]

alone.

 

[1964dodge]

pissed off

 

[1964dodge]

i am a waste of time, a waste of space, and insignificantly in the way!

 

[Holding my breath]

Tired

 

[LumberJack]

i am a waste of time, a waste of space, and insignificantly in the way!

I disagree.

 

[LumberJack]

I’m feeling foolish. I’m glad I know better now, but I also am annoyed with myself that I was so wrong before. I was under the impression that I had any influence over my condition, and even the world at large, but that was a delusion of grandeur.

I am starting to see this more realistically, and it is a small relief that I am not significant in the grand scheme of whatever. At the same time, I spent all of this time getting wound up over the right way to behave, when I could have been relaxing this whole time. Nobody is paying me to run the frickin world. Nor do I have any ability or interest in that. Soooo why do I have to feel like a monster for not solving world peace, etc.

It’s almost like I want to ignore the work I could do to improve myself by projecting all my stuff “out there” and fighting against imaginary demons. Yet, when I try to face the things I can and should care for, I’m immediately flooded with panic and I short circuit into self soothing behaviors, whether or not they are healthy.

 

[TragicReality]

I'm feeling at peace. Things are shut down from the winter snow storm. I think "well everyone around me is inside too" and for some reason it makes me feel better, I guess because I'm alone a lot of the time. I've started attending church last week, seeing a few familiar faces and smiles helps me.

 

[PrincessPure]

Dayum, it has been a while since I feel OK. I have noticed a pattern where I feel sick when getting closer to exams and then feel alright again after it is over.

 

[Lane]

I spoke to my childhood friend today after many years of not. She said in many ways our childhood was like a dream but it was so hard for us.

 

[LumberJack]

I feel really bad today. I have no idea what it’s about. I’m sure I will find out later. It’s not so much as feeling not good, but it’s like every few minutes I feel like my wind has been knocked out of me and I feel like I have been punched in the stomach.

 

[Holding my breath]

I feel really bad today. I have no idea what it’s about. I’m sure I will find out later. It’s not so much as feeling not good, but it’s like every few minutes I feel like my wind has been knocked out of me and I feel like I have been punched in the stomach.

That punch in the stomach feeling is horrid. Hope the feeling passes soon. Xx