How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[puffymilk]

Good

 

[puffymilk]

I just feel ready for it all to be over. I don't know if I can do this anymore.

I’m sorry JDot I hope things get better for you. Hugs

 

[easternbloc]

looking forward

 

[Atreides]

I’m sorry JDot I hope things get better for you. Hugs

thanks. i think i'm in a better mood now.

 

[puffymilk]

thanks. i think i'm in a better mood now.

Glad to hear that

 

[Angie]

Hello xx

Hello there! How are you doing lately?

 

[AvidFan]

thanks. i think i'm in a better mood now.

Hope your better mood stays around!

 

[Bergerac]

Hello there! How are you doing lately?

Hello, Angie! I am working for a Hospice, as my first project; which I am thoroughly enjoying. Thank you for asking. How are you doing? xx

 

[cymbele]

Hello, Angie! I am working for a Hospice, as my first project; which I am thoroughly enjoying. Thank you for asking. How are you doing? xx

Hospice care is tough. Bless you for your service. I couldn’t do it

 

[LumberJack]

Hello, Angie! I am working for a Hospice, as my first project; which I am thoroughly enjoying. Thank you for asking. How are you doing? xx

I would like to volunteer with a hospice care facility. When my partner died (cancer) the local org was a helpful resource, and he wasn’t even a patient if that hospital system. It was a group for bereaved loved ones. It was healing to talk about it with others who really understand and more or less know the jargon that goes along with treatment. Being frank about it without getting morbid got me through the first few months of my grief.

So I would like to pay that kindness forward, and I think it would be nice to be of service to older people, because I keep making awful mistakes and I could learn a thing or two. I also just feel better when I pay something forward; I think it’s a human need.

 

[LumberJack]

I feel really sad physically. When I go up into my head, I feel a little cheerful and creative. But every few minutes I get a psychosomatic pain surge that pulls me back into my body, and I feel like I’m being crushed by a pervasive darkness that is spreading through humanity.

So I’m more or less acknowledging the pain without trying too hard to find out why, and return into the abstract, where I’m comfortable. All of my past PTSD therapists have mentioned that this is an avoidance strategy when small children don’t feel safe. The problem is that I still do it out of habit. Heck, at least I am not using recreational drugs anymore. Progress not perfection.

 

[Shinzon1]

Had a pretty gnarly flair up of a foot injury that never healed right and I'm pretty tired. Looking forward to dinner tonight....bacon and egg sandwiches with miracle whip on Hawaiian bread.

Kind of feel like I'm holding my breath mobile mechanic coming Friday to look at car (one fucking bolt dammmmit)

 

[LumberJack]

...bacon and egg sandwiches with miracle whip on Hawaiian bread.

OMG that sounds amazing! I never thought about that, but I’m going to try it next time I have Hawaiian bread around.

 

[Bergerac]

Hospice care is tough. Bless you for your service. I couldn’t do it

It's only the fundraising side, I must point out.

 

[Shinzon1]

OMG that sounds amazing! I never thought about that, but I’m going to try it next time I have Hawaiian bread around.

It wasn't bad but I needed something like avocado or lettuce to balance things out.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Fat. Just had doctor's appt. Retirement has been VERY bad for my weight.

 

[Windhover]

Worried. I want my sense of smell & taste back.

 

[Inastorm]

Fat. Just had doctor's appt. Retirement has been VERY bad for my weight.

They say having a bit more weight on you when you get older is better than being lean.

 

[Inastorm]

progress not perfection.

Is that a quote from the equaliser?

 

[Inastorm]

Feeling really sad and alone, but getting my tattoo worked on tomorrow, so I am looking forward to that.