How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

It’s happened to me, too. It would have been a courtesy to let you know. Especially if she was aware that you were counting on working with her. IDK, sometimes people are inconsiderate sometimes, and others more frequently. I am with you on this.

since i have a great pcp i have another option. instead of paying an extra $40 a month i'm going to talk to my doctor . i'll ask him to prescribe my manjaro. since he had me on ozempic before i'm sure he will agree. i have made life changes without the weight clinics help and i've lost at least 12 pounds so far so i don't need them.

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Than you Mike

you're welcome janis

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Awful. I always hurt everyone who loves me. I hate myself so much.

 

[1964dodge]

Pretty good/okay

keep up the good work, i'm proud of you

mike....

 

[puffymilk]

keep up the good work, i'm proud of you

mike....

Thank you so much Mike, I really appreciate this

 

[1964dodge]

i'm still feeling pretty good. my pain goes through cycles, when it's a peak it's too high to bear but in the valley i get relief because pain meds get me to a reasonable level. right now i'm in the valley and hope to stay there for a while lol.

still completely off depression meds and my doctor agrees to stay off as long as i'm careful. all i have is occasional very mild depression which is fairly rare.
i fantasize of death to eliminate pain etc. but not suicidal at all. if i had to say how i am it would be very happy

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Thank you so much Mike, I really appreciate this

you're welcome

mike...

 

[JanisSPK]

I've missed you guys. I'm realizing how much even more since I've been back this past week. Thank you all for welcoming me back so sweetly into the fold. Much gratitude......If you haven't figured it out yet, I used to post under another name

 

[puffymilk]

I've missed you guys. I'm realizing how much even more since I've been back this past week. Thank you all for welcoming me back so sweetly into the fold. Much gratitude......If you haven't figured it out yet, I used to post under another name

Hope you’re doing well

 

[1964dodge]

i'm doin great. i forgot to mention that my son went to start my 64 dodge and move her. wanted to make sure she survived the winter. she survived beautifully and she comes home saturday

mike

 

[JanisSPK]

i'm doin great. i forgot to mention that my son went to start my 64 dodge and move her. wanted to make sure she survived the winter. she survived beautifully and she comes home saturday

mike

👍🏼💫☺️

 

[cymbele]

Interestingly as much as I am scared of retirement, today I felt like I could walk away from work. I think I'll be ready in August when I turn 65 and get covered by Medicare. Of course I'm still doing mundane and boring work just busy work nothing creative like I'm used to. It's been like this for a few months. I'm thinking of either moving on or going part time in August. But I do like the $$.

 

[AmberMarie]

I paint almost every day. I've started selling a few again so that is a good feeling. I think maybe this is a lot of pain from the broken relationship, way more than I expected, but it is locked down due to various things. I mentioned some of them on here somewhere.

That can be very difficult! i'm sorry you are going through this so much. i often wish it could be a done n over type of thing. However, i fear if it was, than it would be all too easy to give up on what could be a good thing for many.

 

[TragicReality]

nvm

 

[TragicReality]

was too long sorry

 

[Shinzon1]

Empty and tired

I ended up getting a call back from the hospital at 4pm and was at work and couldn't take the call and I have basically just been sleeping a lot.

Seems like I'm a bit emotionally threadbare

 

[1964dodge]

Empty and tired

I ended up getting a call back from the hospital at 4pm and was at work and couldn't take the call and I have basically just been sleeping a lot.

Seems like I'm a bit emotionally threadbare

 

[Windhover]

Sorry to hear you have had emotional and physical abuse in your family.

At this point it's empowering to know where a lot of the mental illness stems from. They're blocked off from me now, I feel a lot safer, and I don't know, kind of grateful that I didn't km if that makes sense.

Still feeling very sad and missing my lost home, and stuff. I don't know what to do other than my work.

 

[Gard]

I had a very nice walk yesterday for 6 hours. In the evening I had a poppy seed bun and L.Reuteri based yogurt. I had a very good sleep and feel energized now.

 

[puffymilk]

Everything feels so heavy today