How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Inanimate]

I actually really struggle on the weekends with my mental health, though I get a lot of house stuff done.

There’s not much to do. I get restless and lonely.

 

[Aurelia]

I feel better after taking Spravato for a few days, but afterwards the depression and suicidal ideation comes rushing back.

You took it only for a few days and then stopped?

 

[Aurelia]

The way that people think sometimes saddens me, mainly when they don't realize that they are being offensive.

 

[Inanimate]

You took it only for a few days and then stopped?

It’s a twice weekly treatment at most. I get it done at a treatment center.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Ready to die!

 

[Inastorm]

Ready to die!

I don't want to like that post, Im really sorry you feel like that, but I'm being selfish as I and many others would miss you.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I don't want to like that post, Im really sorry you feel like that, but I'm being selfish as I and many others would miss you.

Thank you, but the problems of this life are just getting to me too much. I keep getting hit with shit. Mostly financial and health. Life is becoming more and more un-enjoyable!

 

[ClassicsFan]

Grieving.

 

[Aurelia]

It’s a twice weekly treatment at most. I get it done at a treatment center.

Oh, I see. Do you get it twice a week every time?

 

[Aurelia]

I don't like it when my brother disrespects our mother. Whenever I hear it, I try to say something to make him understand that it's not okay, and I tend to get annoyed. But then our mother gets upset with me on account of my being annoyed with him. I wish I could perhaps say it more kindly to him, but it seems I am inclined to get frustrated instead, and I am unable to react the way that I wish to.

 

[TragicReality]

It sounds like he needs a bit of tough love. I hope you find the strength to stand your ground and insist that he leave.

I did. Not without his screaming, and hateful words. It's hard. It's unusually hot out there, but the hate is real from him to me. It's embarrasing as well, but I think everyone in my building has heard it all now. Thank you.

 

[Inanimate]

Oh, I see. Do you get it twice a week every time?

Yeah, and I’m on the max dosage. Next week, I’m getting it just once since I’m going on a trip. I wonder how that will go.

 

[KM76710]

So lonely that I want to die, just so the pain will go away.

That is very sad to hear, I will you had others around so that you did not feel so alone and no pain.

 

[CrashBandicoot]

Cant sleep

 

[CrashBandicoot]

Been feeling very lonely lately. Thinking back on this person I was in love with
I was not terribly looking, but man .. she was beautiful. She had a singing voice of an angel. The most hilarious laugh and was really sweet.
And she even liked me too.
We sort of bonded playing music together
We were together only once at a party. No sex. Just kissing, holding hands etc.
I guess neither of us had the confidence to make anything happen after that.
2 years later she wrote me and asked if she could come visit me.
She did. And again I didnt have the guts to do anything about it.
I never saw her again after that.
Ive had real relationship, but never been as in love since as I were with her.
I mean all these years I still think back on her. She is even in my dreams sometimes.
Just thinking if I had a time machine and could just not be such a loser and waste every opportunity
Yes all this thinking is not helping with my sleep

 

[seabird]

don't want to like that post,

@SillyOldBear I click it with the intent to show I've read the post, but agreed I don't like it. I'd love to hear you'd a decent day and that worrries were sorted. You deserve peace and good times. (h)

 

[ClassicsFan]

Overtired.

 

[1964dodge]

I hope that things improve for you and the family quickly and very positively for ya'll.

thank you km

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Ready to die!

we have to wait barb, i know it's not fair but we have no choice. we are both going home relatively soon and then can be happy

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Grieving.