How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[I_waste_everything]

Alone and hopeless

I'm sorry, Something.idk. Offering hugs if you'd like hugs.

 

[may71]

Alone and hopeless

You're not alone, you've got us! I know that may not be much, but it's still something.

You're not hopeless. I think things will get better for you very soon.


Sending hugs if you would like hugs

 

[I_waste_everything]

Upset about the cruelty of people out there, the lack of accountability, and my inability to go do anything about it.

 

[Lane]

Worried and unsure when I get married. Im afraid to give up the peace of my home. I'll still have the house but it'll be living 6 months here, 6 months in Utah, a few months in Florida perhaps. I dont want to have to move my cat around, seems impossible and I have the snake too. I'd also have to give up my job, which I tolerate and even like at times. This isn't immediate, but perhaps around 3 years from now. I lay in my bed at night and luv the fact that's its just me and my cat. I keep saying im strong and will get thru it.

 

[Lostman85]

Feeling tired and alittle down this morning but still got to go to work. Every try to have a good day. *grouphug

 

[Gonz]

Anxious, because my disability review is coming up.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Trying to get through April with all its PT, MRI's and doctor appointments. Just want the month over with.

 

[PrincessPure]

I’m alright, I think.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Like I'm going to cry.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Extremely tired. Always tired.

 

[LumberJack]

Unhealthy. The past few weeks of treating my body terribly in terms of hydration, diet, and exercise finally caught up with me. I'm trying to function and it feels like the physical activity is trying to push toxins out that have somehow saturated my muscles. Meaning if I move around I start to feel nearly poisoned and have to take a break. Going to drink a ton of water today and some with electrolytes so I don't screw that balance up.

 

[Windhover]

Bad, sad, and sorry about how my mind disfunctions socially, and seem to often say the wrong thing. I'm very tired of life being like this for me, tired of feeling like I end up hurting people.

 

[LumberJack]

derealized, dissociated.

WTF is real, anyway? We're all separated from the world that sustains us.

Money is fiction, but we need money to survive. I don't understand. I press a complicated series of buttons and walk outside. Perform some social rituals and I am allowed to pick up little packets of food.

I eat the food but I did not plant the grain. Children think milk comes from the grocery store. They don't know about cows. This seems so absurd. I must be very confused. Possibly deluded. Am I broken?

 

[Lostman85]

Worried and overwhelmed but when trouble gets home upset and hurt.

 

[Lostman85]

Bad, sad, and sorry about how my mind disfunctions socially, and seem to often say the wrong thing. I'm very tired of life being like this for me, tired of feeling like I end up hurting people.

Im sry feeling this hugs your way.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Worried and overwhelmed but when trouble gets home upset and hurt.

Sorry Lostman. I have been listening to you in chat. You deserve much better.

 

[Lane]

Anxious, because my disability review is coming up.

I hope the review goes how'd you'd like @Gonz.

 

[Lostman85]

Im tired of crying,im tired of fighting,and tired of mylife going down hill. I keep trying and feel im not doing the right thing. Im over with this life.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I am tired of my failing body. Every day it is something else. Human beings just were not made to live this long. But a long, painful dying process has absolutely no appeal.

 

[cymbele]

I am tired of my failing body. Every day it is something else. Human beings just were not made to live this long. But a long, painful dying process has absolutely no appeal.

Hugs. I’m on the same decline in spite of non smoking no drugs or drinking binges. Exercised ate right same end point. Can’t offer much support other than to say I understand.