How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[LumberJack]

Well, that didn’t last. I suddenly feel like I have not slept at all. I’m pretty sure I didn’t accidentally take my night meds in the morning, but I feel like I did. A short (hopefully) nap is called for.

 

[AvidFan]

Tired. It's been 32C here or something and I don't get on well in the heat. Got a long day I have to work through in it tomorrow, it was tiring enough doing nothing 😟

 

[LumberJack]

Tired. It's been 32C here or something and I don't get on well in the heat.

Holy Hell, @AvidFan That's brutal. On top of that, your locale has high humidity, which amplifies how draining the heat is. Hopefully you can at least get indoors away from the sun (or maybe it's cloudy), and be near an air conditioning vent.

 

[total eclipse]

Like I want an ending

 

[Windhover]

the nightmares I used to have about being lost don't happen anymore because I am lost, and the dreams are now about homesickness

 

[chiastic_slide]

Thinking of you @chiastic_slide. I hope life turns around soon for you.

Thank you, that was good to hear.

 

[Dude111]

I guess im ok....

 

[chiastic_slide]

Relieved the workers showed up early to change the windows. Just sitting around waiting for them would've been the worst.

 

[Lane]

Well, that didn’t last. I suddenly feel like I have not slept at all. I’m pretty sure I didn’t accidentally take my night meds in the morning, but I feel like I did. A short (hopefully) nap is called for.

Naps are the best. I hate when im not sure if I took my meds. I probably wind up taking double

 

[Lane]

Relieved the workers showed up early to change the windows. Just sitting around waiting for them would've been the worst.

Glad it worked out for you.

 

[Lane]

I think im going to try acceptance towards my relationship bcz what I have now is not working. I pray that I won't be unhappy.

 

[AvidFan]

I don't think I can take much more. I've spent the entire weekend bracing for today, a day of long remote meetings in the heat I checked the wrong emails yesterday - turns out most work has been cancelled (a few sunny days and the excuses start to roll in) and everyone decided to use the mail inbox I don't monitor (I search my main inbox to see if there's anyone upcoming who's messaged to try to protect my time). So I'm down financially as well as having paid an anxiety tax over nothing. There's no update on my stupid background check after 4 weeks - at this point there won't be and my one financial safety buffer is gone. I'm really spiralling. For a while it's been "I can't carry on doing this." but I've somehow forced myself to keep going. At the moment I really don't want to do this any more - my heath's collapsed/collapsing, my livelihood is collapsing, I have multiple problems that require money and bandwidth to solve, and I have neither. The cost of existing is far outweighing any benefits or little upsides it might once have had.

 

[Dude111]

I cant sleep well @ all....

I take that ZZZSLEEP stuff but Im lucky if I get 3 hrs!

 

[Aurelia]

Angered. So many of you struggling. You're all loved.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

I am sad, empty and idk how to change it. The fear of making it worse prevents change. I understand that is always a risk. I understand that some of the best lessons are learned in low moments. Right now, My fear keeps me hopeless.

 

[Aurelia]

I am sad, empty and idk how to change it. The fear of making it worse prevents change. I understand that is always a risk. I understand that some of the best lessons are learned in low moments. Right now, My fear keeps me hopeless.

Fear can't prevent change. It doesn't have any power over us. You aren't hopeless, my friend. Trust in God. ❤️

 

[crowgarden]

like my body is melting. Germany is basically the sahara at this time of year. you could lock me in a freezer for two days and I'd be fine but my body can't handle the slightest bit of heat. the insects and pollen aren't exactly helping either. I hate summer so much.

 

[may71]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

 

[LumberJack]

Naps are the best. I hate when im not sure if I took my meds. I probably wind up taking double

I have a pill planner for that reason. I will skip meds if I don’t. I have to look at the tray to make sure it’s empty for the current day or I need to take them. I did, however, recently take my night meds earlier than I planned a few days ago. Yesterday I was just sleepy though.

 

[LumberJack]

9.5 hours sleep last night. Meeting with my prescriber in a few minutes, not sure what to say or what to expect.