How are you today 1-10?

[SillyOldBear]

I'm 3 or 4. I have genuine issue with my health which I'm pissed off and worried about, but am dealing with it and taking action and trying not to fall into despair or rage. Just plugging away at the situation like Sisyphus with his boulder.

Sisyphus with his bolder is a remarkable comparison to working with doctors these days. I shall have to remember it.

 

[DarkNightshade]

I think I'm getting back to 1 progressively. At 2 for now.

 

[AvidFan]

I'm probably at 6 or 7 after my doctor appointment. Except even now they still didn't give me an actual doctor they gave me another nurse practitioner. Nothing against them, but the two I've dealt with so far haven't seemed very clued up and this one barely listened to me and surely after 2 treatment failures its time for someone senior to look at it. Gave me another useless 7 day course. Now ordered blood tests and other tests - because it can't be that this is just a stubborn infection and their 7 day regimen is not sufficient, it must be that there is something wrong with me. I don't think I'm going to make it to the end of the year at this rate, one way or another.

 

[ridefar]

6

 

[Windhover]

5 or thereabouts

 

[Fbr27]

3

 

[Cake6547]

6 I'm kinda tired of everything

 

[DarkNightshade]

3

 

[bubblebear]

6.5-7

 

[LumberJack]

7, but should get better today because I am hanging out with the horses later 🐴❤️🦄

 

[Windhover]

3 to 4

 

[Harmony]

Thank goodness I'm at a manageable 3.

 

[bubblebear]

5.7

 

[LumberJack]

3 - I got to go to a potluck thing with the volunteers at the EAS (equine) center. I was terrified because of my social anxiety, but I found a few people to talk to and felt more relaxed.

 

[LumberJack]

Flectere si nequeo superos, Acheronta movebo.

Nice.

 

[Always Hopeless]

Very unexpected change this week. I read about Hayden Panettiere's passing this month. I watched interviews about her mental health struggles and read her articles after I found out that her death was possibly suicide from an overdose. Although those results aren't confirmed so I'm not going to spread gossip.

I've always liked this actress. She was so beautiful and talented. She seemed very nice too. Also the fact that she died at the age I am right now. I don't know, it was like seeing myself from a strangers view. It feels like her passing was so unnecessary and such a waste of a life that I at least appreciated.

I really don't know how to explain how I feel about it and probably will need a therapy session to understand what happened to me. I felt like I was reading about my own suicide that I've planned. It really doesn't have anything to do with how other people will feel about my death. It's more like how I would feel looking down after my suicide.

 

[bubblebear]

Nice.

Thank you, and I truly mean it!!

 

[bubblebear]

3 - I got to go to a potluck thing with the volunteers at the EAS (equine) center. I was terrified because of my social anxiety, but I found a few people to talk to and felt more relaxed.

It's nice when you find some nice people to chat with.

 

[JanisSPK]

3. Lots of dental and meeting with roofer and therapist and calling moving companies in between

 

[LumberJack]

3. Lots of dental and meeting with roofer and therapist and calling moving companies in between

Sounds like the trifecta of the most stressful pains in modern life.