10 I don't want to hurt nomore and don't want hurt Noone else. Im just tired of the pain and how much its hurting others cause im out of energy to fight. I love everyone and wish I could live a normal life. Its just not possible cause im not strong enough. This is the hardest I've ever had to do. My life is in shambles and the pieces cant be picked up. I don't belong anywhere. I get kicked to the curb where ever I go. I dont deserve anything and definitely don't deserve life. Its over for me. So I guess kick me out and don't show this cause I don't belong here either. Im sry to everyone I have hurt in here and anywhere. I didn't mean to be a horrible person. I tried my best but its never going to be good enough. Got court today but i don't know if I can handle this. Im such a screw up. I wish I would just disappear and be gone. Im sry im hurt and its just keeps getting worse.
I'm sorry that you're in such pain. Your circumstances now aren't good, but........
Even if it doesn't feel like it now, and it's not apparent how, circumstances
can improve. I can't promise, but I really think there's a good chance for things to get better. If you can wait out this situation, if you can hang on.
You've already shown strength, you've shown perseverance, you've shown compassion. Just wishing the best for others here, while you're suffering says a lot about your character. You have a lot to offer, and I hope soon you will have people in your life that recognize the good in you. There is much, much more good within you than there is bad.
I think the criticism you've received has very much shaped how you're feeling now and worn you down. I don't think the criticism was fair, and there has been a lot of negative that has also been pushed your way.
You're not a failure. For a lot of us here, just getting up and facing another day is a success.
I hope you don't give up. You're a valued member here, we really care about you, and this is a place where you're welcome and respected.
peace