I am a different person..

[Magicferret69]

Hi everyone,
I’m looking for some guidance. I have Autism, severe depression, and anxiety, and lately I feel like I’m not myself anymore. I used to be calm and gentle, but now I snap so easily. Yesterday I even got into a nasty verbal confrontation with a neighbour — something I never thought I’d do. The police came, though I haven’t broken any laws, and I did apologise afterwards. Still, I feel guilty and unsettled.
I do have support from services, but I don’t understand why I’m so angry so quickly, and I really miss the person I used to be. Has anyone else experienced this kind of change, and how did you cope or find your way back to feeling more like yourself

 

[may71]

I'm sorry this is happening.

lately I feel like I’m not myself anymore

Has there been any change or stress in your life that could have brought this on, or was it just very sudden and out of the blue?

 

[Magicferret69]

Been building up over the years. I just cant seem to heal. i try to have fun but i cant. finances a mess. I spend money i dont have then i cant pay a bill. grrrrr life is so hard

 

[may71]

I'm sorry it's like that.

I spend money i dont have then i cant pay a bill

Do you mean you spend money on things that you really need, but you don't have enough money to cover your expenses, or are you talking more about impulsive or compulsive buying?