I wud say i was an ok person. Not a great person or anything like that. But alright, not horrible at least. But i must have got that all wrong because no matter what i do ppl hate me. And i mean properly hate, not just dislike but HATE. here's the proof:
"LOL I have never met anyone as full of as much crap as you in my entire life. You are so beyond help it’s hilarious. You’re not worthy of my friendship, you never really were. Without trust, there is no friendship. You have never had my trust because you’re completely untrustworthy. I once pitied you, now I find you thoroughly repulsive. You’re too broken, damaged and deranged, I feel incredibly sorry for you but more so for the unfortunate souls who have yet to see straight through you in the way that I do. You’re as transparent as a pane of glass to me; your twisted mind ever so easy to read. A manipulator as much cowardly as you are delusional, you find pleasure in compulsive deceit. There really are no redeeming virtues to the truly horrid person that you essentially are. You have nothing but toxic poison running through your veins. I ought to wish you well but I won’t because no amount of good fortune would be enough to save you. Everything that has ever happened to you is fully deserved, it’s called karma. You’re an embarrassment to yourself and those who have had the misfortune of ever having known you. You’re just an evil attention whore and the world would be a better off place without you."
That is what my last "friend" said after he got to know me. He said that after i told him i wanted to stay friend with him. I dont know what i did because i tried to be honest and real with him. More real than i am with most ppl and he hates me. Obviously i shouldnt b real with anyone. Carry on acting and hope that ppl like me.
I just dont no what is wrong with me. How am i so broken that everyone hates me and i cant even see it. Those words wont get out of my head and the reason they upset me so much is not that it was my "friend" saying them but more that it i think they are true. They say the truth hurts, and it sure does. It rips right through you.
I dont no what to do anymore.
L1
P.S. If the person who said those things happens to read this... well i dont no. Just thanks alot, and i'm sorry i hurt u so badly that u resorted to that.
P.S. If you are someone that knows anything about this situation pls dont giv away any of the facts. Including who i am, who you are and who said these things.
Take care
L1
"LOL I have never met anyone as full of as much crap as you in my entire life. You are so beyond help it’s hilarious. You’re not worthy of my friendship, you never really were. Without trust, there is no friendship. You have never had my trust because you’re completely untrustworthy. I once pitied you, now I find you thoroughly repulsive. You’re too broken, damaged and deranged, I feel incredibly sorry for you but more so for the unfortunate souls who have yet to see straight through you in the way that I do. You’re as transparent as a pane of glass to me; your twisted mind ever so easy to read. A manipulator as much cowardly as you are delusional, you find pleasure in compulsive deceit. There really are no redeeming virtues to the truly horrid person that you essentially are. You have nothing but toxic poison running through your veins. I ought to wish you well but I won’t because no amount of good fortune would be enough to save you. Everything that has ever happened to you is fully deserved, it’s called karma. You’re an embarrassment to yourself and those who have had the misfortune of ever having known you. You’re just an evil attention whore and the world would be a better off place without you."
That is what my last "friend" said after he got to know me. He said that after i told him i wanted to stay friend with him. I dont know what i did because i tried to be honest and real with him. More real than i am with most ppl and he hates me. Obviously i shouldnt b real with anyone. Carry on acting and hope that ppl like me.
I just dont no what is wrong with me. How am i so broken that everyone hates me and i cant even see it. Those words wont get out of my head and the reason they upset me so much is not that it was my "friend" saying them but more that it i think they are true. They say the truth hurts, and it sure does. It rips right through you.
I dont no what to do anymore.
L1
P.S. If the person who said those things happens to read this... well i dont no. Just thanks alot, and i'm sorry i hurt u so badly that u resorted to that.
P.S. If you are someone that knows anything about this situation pls dont giv away any of the facts. Including who i am, who you are and who said these things.
Take care
L1