I don't know if this is a good place to put this. I have been thinking, although it's hard to take myself seriously sometimes, that I do want to raise a kid when I am older, I am 19 right now. I want to adopt a child, preferably from a place where he or she wouldn't have the best opportunities.
Another reason, is that I have a mental illness, that I don't want my child to suffer through. This makes me feel a sense of sadness, but I find that the idea of bringing a child into this world to suffer through the same illness I have would be too hard. Lately, it seems every other guy I run into is schizophrenic, and maybe that's because that was at first the kind of guy I thought would make sense, but then...no. It's not, there's just too much stress and it doubles with schizophrenia. Would they hold it against me? I mean, there's nothing wrong with me-but it's still a pain in the a** to live this way, it's a lot of suffering. Maybe I want a child to help me, more than to help the child, I dont know....I really need to know more about this, and contemplate this more. I really don't want any criticism, I just need someone understanding to give some solid advice on the best and healthiest way to raise a kid........
peace
Another reason, is that I have a mental illness, that I don't want my child to suffer through. This makes me feel a sense of sadness, but I find that the idea of bringing a child into this world to suffer through the same illness I have would be too hard. Lately, it seems every other guy I run into is schizophrenic, and maybe that's because that was at first the kind of guy I thought would make sense, but then...no. It's not, there's just too much stress and it doubles with schizophrenia. Would they hold it against me? I mean, there's nothing wrong with me-but it's still a pain in the a** to live this way, it's a lot of suffering. Maybe I want a child to help me, more than to help the child, I dont know....I really need to know more about this, and contemplate this more. I really don't want any criticism, I just need someone understanding to give some solid advice on the best and healthiest way to raise a kid........
peace