I did attempt suicide once. I thought I couldn't be a good human being. It's a long story so to keep it as short as possible. A girl was involved. I lied to everyone about why I had done it. Years have passed and I thought I had gotten passed it all. I believe there is one final stage to my recovery. I want to confide my story to the girl. Don't get the wrong idea she did nothing to me if anything it was me that hurt her. It's been so long but I think my life's greatest secret is eating up. I think I want to find her and tell her the truth.