Lots of people, doctors veterinarians, therapists
Alot of people led me to this shape I am in, I guess I blame myself in some way because I am a coward and listened to their lies and manipulation
How do I go on with this, my life is essentially over, now the only thing I think of is suicide, however my mind stops when I think of these people that led me to the shape I am in
I know I will be put in a mental hospital when I talk about harming others
I dont know how to go on, I guess I blame myself for not sticking up for myself
I wish I could be free of the pain others inflicted on me, and accept responsibility, but it isnt there, if I just kill myself it will show what a pathetic coward I am and have been my whole life, which is why these people were able to walk all over me and lead me to the shape I am in
But then again these people are the people you are supposed to trust
Other people as well, people who I wont even say on here
I am fucking confused, I was a good person but this cruel world got the best of me now I am bitter and angry, because I am essentially dead, there is no turning back for me I am dead, and I dont know what to do, just kill myself or perhaps die in a murder suicide
Alot of people led me to this shape I am in, I guess I blame myself in some way because I am a coward and listened to their lies and manipulation
How do I go on with this, my life is essentially over, now the only thing I think of is suicide, however my mind stops when I think of these people that led me to the shape I am in
I know I will be put in a mental hospital when I talk about harming others
I dont know how to go on, I guess I blame myself for not sticking up for myself
I wish I could be free of the pain others inflicted on me, and accept responsibility, but it isnt there, if I just kill myself it will show what a pathetic coward I am and have been my whole life, which is why these people were able to walk all over me and lead me to the shape I am in
But then again these people are the people you are supposed to trust
Other people as well, people who I wont even say on here
I am fucking confused, I was a good person but this cruel world got the best of me now I am bitter and angry, because I am essentially dead, there is no turning back for me I am dead, and I dont know what to do, just kill myself or perhaps die in a murder suicide