I have nightmares almost every night. There is so much going on in my head that I can't explain it all. It's eating me alive and I want to feel normal again. I feel as though my experience of life is determined by the people you meet along the way. That is to say if you meet crappy people your life will be crappy. If you meet good people your life will be good. So why does't everyone just try a little harder to be good? We're all human and we all feel. It's getting to me I just can't handle it anymore. And I know that expectation and disappointment go hand in hand. But does it really count if all I'm expecting is for someone to care?