I just can't find the energy to do the simple things in life at the moment. I really would like to have a facial shave but I'd only wish for the Razor to be blunt. I recently joined a local gym with my best mate but I've recently found out he has been lying to me about stuff and it seems that all my friends find me boring to be around. The only person who would probably understand me is an ex girlfriend who I used to date in school. We've been mates forever and she lives two minutes away but I recently starting getting feelings for her again but she seems so content with having a no strings attached sexual thing with somebody from our old school days. She grew up with a Father who wasn't very much interested in her either but I'd find it hard to tell her how I feel.