I hate the feeling inside knowing im still here, it hurts. The tears wont stop and the scissors only cut so deep. Its the end of a terrible year, for many reasons, and what a better time to put a stop to my life. ive craved it for so long now, i want to end 07 by ending my life. I believe its my choice to chose when i want to die. i cant catch my breathe and im gasping to be able to breathe, and i like it. soon i wont be here and it will all be better, ill no longer be here in exsistance, ill be just another memory.