it hurts too much

[nolongerhuman]

im really doing everything i can to distract myself from this pain but it keeps hurting more. im in school and have my schedule packed between classes and part time work but the pain is always constant i cant focus on anything anymore. i dont want to go to the hospital. is there anything i can do for mental pain that manifests physically in my head and chest from my house? i dont have a car and cant walk that far anymore without almost collapsing. all the old stuff i did have zero effect now. a friend from a long time ago said shrooms and i refused because i thought it'd make my depression worse and awaken all the old trauma. that isnt concerning anymore because i relive trauma every couple minutes so would that be an option for me? or am i stupid? you are all welcome to call me stupid if you want because i am pretty stupid.

 

[may71]

or am i stupid? you are all welcome to call me stupid if you want because i am pretty stupid.

I don't think you're stupid, you're just struggling with physical and mental health problems. Please be gentle with yourself.

a friend from a long time ago said shrooms and i refused because i thought it'd make my depression worse and awaken all the old trauma.

While there may be some experimental interest in certain drugs that have traditionally been used recreationally, it's better to stick with treatments that are safe.

i dont have a car and cant walk that far anymore without almost collapsing.

Would you be able to take an uber or public transportation to get medical treatment? Is there a friend or relative that could drive you to an appointment?

You could try doing this acupressure self-massage:

https://www.suicideforum.com/commun...-insomnia-and-anxiety-updated-5-12-17.133822/

If you can tell me all of the symptoms you're having, I could try to make some dietary recommendations.

I think you have headaches, nausea, insomnia, chest pains, and pain in your ribs.

Chinese herbal telemedicine might be an option for you. If you search for it online, there will probably be a bunch of hits, but there aren't any places that I could recommend. There might be some acupuncture schools that will give free telemedicine appointments.

 

[Atreides]

I don't think you're stupid. But I also don't think that self-medicating is the answer. I wouldn't take any kind of substances without the advisement of a doctor. Plus I've tried that stuff a couple times, and it just made me paranoid. I wouldn't recommend it. Just know we're here for you, and you're more than you think you are.

 

[nolongerhuman]

I don't think you're stupid, you're just struggling with physical and mental health problems. Please be gentle with yourself.

While there may be some experimental interest in certain drugs that have traditionally been used recreationally, it's better to stick with treatments that are safe.

Would you be able to take an uber or public transportation to get medical treatment? Is there a friend or relative that could drive you to an appointment?

You could try doing this acupressure self-massage:

https://www.suicideforum.com/commun...-insomnia-and-anxiety-updated-5-12-17.133822/

If you can tell me all of the symptoms you're having, I could try to make some dietary recommendations.

I think you have headaches, nausea, insomnia, chest pains, and pain in your ribs.

Chinese herbal telemedicine might be an option for you. If you search for it online, there will probably be a bunch of hits, but there aren't any places that I could recommend. There might be some acupuncture schools that will give free telemedicine appointments.

im sorry trying to read that acupressure thing gives me a really bad headache. my symptoms are just constant chest pain uncontrollable thoughts fluctuating headaches i dont know it’s hard to keep track. im having memory lapses nonstop.

I don't think you're stupid. But I also don't think that self-medicating is the answer. I wouldn't take any kind of substances without the advisement of a doctor. Plus I've tried that stuff a couple times, and it just made me paranoid. I wouldn't recommend it. Just know we're here for you, and you're more than you think you are.

well im extremely paranoid all the time anyway. i have no idea how to get any of that stuff though so i wont it was just a random thought. i dont know how im getting through tomorrow.

 

[may71]

You may want to make some dietary changes. Not consuming anything served cold or raw, and not eating processed foods might help a lot.

 

[nolongerhuman]

You may want to make some dietary changes. Not consuming anything served cold or raw, and not eating processed foods might help a lot.

it really doesn’t matter it i eat healthy or eat at all. i wish it did.

Have you tried rebuking in the name of Jesus any demonic spirits that could be creating chaos in your head.

James 4:7

“Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”

Definitely give it a go if you’ve never done that. See what happens at least.

The devils hate the name of Jesus. Scripture says we have power to tread on them. Problem is, most never do it.


Luke 10:19

“Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.”

i had a pretty bad panic attack trying to reply to this. if you want to remove all accountability like that then your god abused me horribly again and again and punishes me severely for trying to be better. i think you’re really disgusting for trying to preach to some of the most vulnerable people out there. i dont mind religion at all and im sure you mean well but seriously? whys this even allowed on here i thijk im having a heart attack fuck

 

[may71]

it really doesn’t matter it i eat healthy or eat at all. i wish it did.

It usually takes time for diet to make a difference. Also, this dietary advice is different from just saying "eat healthy".

 

[may71]

whys this even allowed on here

It's not, which is why it got deleted.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

im really doing everything i can to distract myself from this pain but it keeps hurting more. im in school and have my schedule packed between classes and part time work but the pain is always constant i cant focus on anything anymore. i dont want to go to the hospital. is there anything i can do for mental pain that manifests physically in my head and chest from my house? i dont have a car and cant walk that far anymore without almost collapsing. all the old stuff i did have zero effect now. a friend from a long time ago said shrooms and i refused because i thought it'd make my depression worse and awaken all the old trauma. that isnt concerning anymore because i relive trauma every couple minutes so would that be an option for me? or am i stupid? you are all welcome to call me stupid if you want because i am pretty stupid.

I think you may need to talk to someone at school, like a professional counsellor, about how you feel.

 

[nolongerhuman]

I think you may need to talk to someone at school, like a professional counsellor, about how you feel.

been there done that. it didnt help much and he recommended seeing someone more regularly which im trying to sort out now

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

been there done that. it didnt help much and he recommended seeing someone more regularly which im trying to sort out now

It usually takes a while to make a difference.