Ya i was managing fine for about a year but i guess thats over now. I have already tried suicide twice in the past week but i am not gonna do that hopefully anymore but i am soo sick of being depressed. It always happens when i cannot get out of the house and i cannot hang out with friends cause one doesn't like to be around people anyymore and the others moved. So ya i am just so sick of feeling this way and i do not know why i a m here again.