Came back from my job tour and interview a few hours ago. I didn't exactly have an interview, but I was referred to another location closer to home. I just called their number and was (supposedly) scheduled for an appointment on Tuesday. I'll be going through the same routine, but I know what to expect. I probably seemed overdressed for my appointment today, but I really wasn't; I actually dressed better than the interviewer, while everyone else dressed very casually. Pretty lame, but that's none of my business.
I'm feeling restless, all things considered. Actually, I'm feeling suicidal as well. I was excited about having a job at first, but lately I've already begun to feel that this is doing nothing for me -- that this job and its benefits will do virtually nothing to appease my loneliness. Not that I'm giving up on job searching and this job in particular, but the passion isn't there anymore. My self-motivation is present but baseless. I just want to badly hurt myself. And I'm done.