Jim's cafe 14th July 2016

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I had a bad night again last night. I was crying and shaking because another close friend lied to me. I am just sick of this happening. I will call him out on it, because this is the only time that he has lied, that I am aware of. If he values this friendship, he will answer honestly. Either way, it will be hard to trust him again. But I will only allow people in my life who actually want to be there.

 

[cymbele]

I had another good day. Probably will change next week but until then... People want to do things with me this weekend! That never happens. So maybe a good weekend also. Something to look forward to.

 

[calvinandhobbs]

Laying low.

 

[Unknown_111]

I crashed heavily today but I survived some how. I don't know how long I can take this pain but I will continue to suffer on a daily basis as I deserve to. I want to help people to learn from my experience that life is important and nothing else matters.

 

[__d]

I crashed heavily today but I survived some how. I don't know how long I can take this pain but I will continue to suffer on a daily basis as I deserve to. I want to help people to learn from my experience that life is important and nothing else matters.

What happened mate?

 

[__d]

Laying low.

You know we are here for you

 

[Baywasp]

I had an appointment at my health clinic. Not sure why I needed that since I do my post-surgery follow-ups at the hospital. But either way, everything looks good except my heart rate was pretty high and I gained a few pounds when I'm already overweight. It turns out I had been neglecting to come in to get my blood taken, so we did that tonight too. I have another appointment next week where my nurse practitioner is going to help me fill out a form I need for school. I also bought a book tonight (I need to stop doing that), and I plan to make an alphabetical list of all the books I own that I plan on taking with me when I move, and I probably should make a second list of the other books I don't want, so I can know what I'm going to sell/donate.

 

[Unknown_111]

What happened mate?

I crashed but like everyday I get up from the floor and yet as I want to live. I live for the impossible promise. Yes, I might not achieve the impossible but you have to dig deep to fight for life. Your folk are my light as I live in continuous darkness. It's now a life process I can live with as nothing else matters to me. The pain I endure everyday is nothing but if I can live my life then I want to inspire others to choose life now and not the final committment. The final comiitment is not the answer and I want to be the proof of that for the thousands who join our family.

I might live in darkness for enternity but I will leave a legacy for others to read here. If I can survive so CAN YOU.... I done wrong but I'm a person of conviction who will put the situation right even if it means doing the final committment. I want to inspire others to CHOOSE LIFE. PLEASE REPEAT THESE WORDS TO YOURSELF.

I WANT TO LIFE.....

Let me inspire YOU......

Folks YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. IM HUNGRY LIKE A WOLF WITH SALIVA FOAMING AT MOUTH. NOT HUNGRY FOR REVENGE BUT FOR LIFE ITSELF.....

MMMMMM, I CAN TASTE THE ZEST OF LIFE WHILST I WRITE THIS PASSAGE... TAKE CARE and BE SAFE FOLKS...