That's so cool to hear you say and relate that. I find myself in very familiar positions from time to time. And I wonder what it is? The film, or work of art (book, music, etc.) hasn't changed, so obviously we have over time. And sometimes, as is in the case of this particular work by David Lynch (whom I always used to refer to as, "My favorite Living film maker!" ;D ha.. well, after Stanley died (Kubrick), but what's funny - is that when saying it, I wasn't necessarily even meaning him, but more "older,' directors. But anyways--back to this Dr. Mulholland (as my Sister once called it!)

um, i remember when it came out.. & then after it was released on video (dvd), showing it to a whole bunch of people. And almost every last one of them flipped their lid- ;D "What? What the heck..

" And this was of course before the days of too much activity online & everything. So that was nice - but i do feel that some of the more complex, and comlicated or profound works in motions pictures (or movies_) can tend to take more than one viewing in order to fully/or properly digest. This would be as excellent an example as any! People were / are always so tied &/or wrapped up, in "Plot." I am not. . . & I can't remember because it's been so very long since I've seen the thing, so I can't even recall exactly what my interpretation of it ultimately was, and I only know that there were some blanks left unfilled. Again, using the logic of a dream is nothing new in the cinema. And if you've ever paid any attention to the surrealist Luis Bunuel, then you'll know what I mean by, "not needing to have all those blanks filled in. . : )" more on him in a minute!

I think that David, you know coming from the Painting world, was very attracted to more abstract works, even impressionistic? Maybe? I forget, but basically I do know that he doesn't much care for explaining what happens in his films. And like a lot of great directors, doesn't mind leaving the interpretation of them up to the audience. Even if their's differs wildy, or greatly from his. It's like a lyricist who writes open ended lyrics. The audience, the listener can then put whatever they want on it, in terms of their, 'meaning." And I wouldnt' half-doubt, if at the time some of these decisions were made - keep in mind it started out as a pilot, and so some portion of it was recorded for TV. But I believe that there could've been some calls made in the making of the movie in which he didn't even know himself for sure what the answer(s) was, or were. So, it's more of a "feel~" & less of a, "thought?" if that makes sense! It s the mystery that creates the enigma, and the alure- I think, or find.

Luis Bunuel's final film, That Obscure Object of Desire, shot in 1977, was mad e with two different lead actresses playing the same part, or role. With no explanation as to this. So, in other words, he shot the entire film with both: meaning both would act out the same scene, in it's entirety. And then in editing, he would, I'd bet half-intuititvely, decide which girl to use in which scene. And so you're watching the thing, and in one scene, here's actress number one. And then later on, in the next... here's actress number two (playing the same character, with the same name) acting opposite the same male lead! : ) Extraordinary, and apparently made when he was half-blind. ( ; ~wish i could do that!