I have gotten to the point where I hate being fat so much that I think I have become anorexic. I don't even know why I am posting this because I am not really planning to do anything about it. I have to lose weight! I absolutely have to because I am so sick of my fat ugly self!! I know that I have an ugly face but at least I will be skinny. I am actually fat right now. I would say how much I weigh but I am too embarrassed to. I just need to be skinny. Maybe people will like me more if I lose weight? That might not happen but it is worth a try. I never knew I had so much will power not to eat. I don't really care what happens when it comes to my health. I just look at the skinny women on the internet for inspiration and I want to look like them. :sad: