Sometimes I think it is a waste of time me being here on this forum. Because I clearly don't have the courage to kill myself, and the attention that people gives me could be used for someone who is really suicidal.
Today I read this quote about suicide. I think it is wrong. I totally want to give my pain to other people, I just feel that killing myself to give pain to others isn't a fair deal.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It doesn't end the pain, It only gives it to someone else