A warm hello to all my fellow depressed beings
Tastelikeblood
~violet~
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Been unhappy and sad all the time is a pain in the butt. So I wonder if I am unhappy because of the thoughts I hold in my head, what if I let go of these thoughts and replaced them with other thoughts of joy, would that one day become my new way of thinking. Is it something on the inside that is causing the unhappyness, perhaps low chemicals in my body. Or is something on the outside in my enviroment that is causing the sadness, living in Zimbabwe under a ruthless dictator, trying to scratch a living under these parameters is not easy, especially if God did not give you the right sort of skin tone to live under the racist dictator. A friend told me that there is only one cure for depression and that is smile-ing, so I try and smile as often as I can, even if it is only at myself in the mirror every morning. How unfair is it that when an pet animal reaches a certain age, they are put to eternal sleep, and me a mere human, dealing with an un-wanted thought, dealing with days of no food, days of no water, no electricity, not be given a peaceful and calm way to journey to the other side, the land of nothing. Eventually I will find away, for of all the million ways to die, my fate and my destiny is to die by my hand.
But what the heck, I am smile-ing now, even though inside I feel nothing.
. . . s m i l e . . .
what was the last good movie you watched?
what was the last good book you read?
When was the last time you smiled?