This is basically why I want an easy job without any requirement for skills or education. Tough enough to just go to work everyday and not leave or commit suicide without having to problem-solve and deal with social situations on top of that. I could have gotten lucky and been given a job that was just heavy lifting at a temp agency a year back, but since the boss thought that I seemed intelligent they put me in a warehouse were I didn't have enough energy to simultaneously hold back the depression and problem-solve, retain a lot of new info and so on at the same time. So I got fired after a while.
@Legate Lanius thank you for being honest about how you deal with your depression. I would get so overwhelmed at new jobs. You're so smart I can tell. But like you said, you have to reserve your energy.
Honestly, after 20 years this is the first time I'm ever starting torelax. Why? Because I'm not working 2 jobs.one was really soul sucking. Hug

