Lost

[LumberJack]

Look what you made me do!!!!
lol.

 

[LumberJack]

I just don't want to play anymore. Life is hard. Some have it harder than others, but it's pretty much crappy for everyone.

How do people who don't mind getting out of bed every so often manage to maintain any semblance of satisfaction with the ways we treat each other?

 

[LumberJack]

I want to be a better person. Not as in doing better things like eating well and sleeping regularly, although that would help, too. Instead, I want to be better at being a person. I so often feel alienated and strange amongst normies, and I wish I could play whatever game they are playing, because it seems less painful than my stupid layout.

 

[AmberMarie]

, I want to be better at being a person.

Once you figure it out... would you be willing to share incite about it? i need to know where to begin.

 

[LumberJack]

Once you figure it out... would you be willing to share incite about it? i need to know where to begin.

Sure! Ya know, I have never felt like I could understand “people.” I remember being really young when I gravitated towards math and computing.

It was because numbers “behave” predictably (I probably already had OCD at that time). I suspect that humans also do, but there are an incomputable number of variables, some of which cannot even be measured.

I do read almost everything a certain author has written, and some of her books I study in depth. I don’t want to proselytize, and I might have even mentioned her before, but I could talk about what I am reading if you would be interested?

 

[AmberMarie]

, I want to be better at being a person.

Once you figure it out... would you be willing to share incite about it? i need to know where to begin.

I could talk about what I am reading if you would be interested?

i would enjoy that very much. Thank you!

 

[Rhidia]

Sure! Ya know, I have never felt like I could understand “people.” I remember being really young when I gravitated towards math and computing.

It was because numbers “behave” predictably (I probably already had OCD at that time). I suspect that humans also do, but there are an incomputable number of variables, some of which cannot even be measured.

I do read almost everything a certain author has written, and some of her books I study in depth. I don’t want to proselytize, and I might have even mentioned her before, but I could talk about what I am reading if you would be interested?

I would be, one of the biggest problems I have is trying to find a reason to stick around and make sense of the world. To the point of why to get up in the morning and do anything, it just makes me feel awful remembering how this world seems to work. I could really use some good advice.