so, i have had 3 adults (one of them is a doctor) all say that they think that i need antidepressants. apparently i have extreme depression. now i just have to go to a doctor and get blood tests done. that part scares me. what if it's not in my blood? i want to feel better and i want to be happier, and if the antidepressants will help me with that, then i want the antidepressants. but what if it turns out that i don't need them? i don't want to keep on being like this. but i hate my counselors. that's right, i have two of them, plus 4 friends who all want me to talk to them.... that makes 6 people, and one of my counselors wants me to go talk to my old counselor that i stopped seeing because we didn't get along at all. i hated every meeting with her. if (not likely but if) i go to see my old counselor again, then that will be 7 people that i'm talking to. and i don't like talking to people. i would much rather write. this all sux and i'm nervous about getting the blood test done. i'm frustrated because i want to feel better but at the same time i really don't care. any advice? i kind of want the medication because it will make me feel better.... wont' it? HELP!
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