Missing Cash

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by forever_scarred, Feb 24, 2016.

  1. forever_scarred

    forever_scarred Well-Known Member

    I thought about putting the following video in my journal but I thought here was better. I have been having a horrible time dealing with the loss of my beloved Cash. I've been feeling very guilty for everything that happened prior to his illness and the 3 months after. I know I have to get through it the same way I got through mom but this time I know I have to feel it. I have to grieve it or I will lose my love for the horses altogether. As it stands, my heart is now in it. I miss my boy too much. So I made this video to help me feel close to him but also to grieve. Always in my heart my beautiful Cash. Always '99-'15

  2. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Sorry to hear your loss. :hug:
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I'm really sorry for your loss *hugs*
  4. CandleLight

    CandleLight Well-Known Member

    I will watch your lovely video when I feel strong enough. I have a horse. And I have lost beloved animals, it hurts very very much still. I hope you are feeling better since your last post.