I thought about putting the following video in my journal but I thought here was better. I have been having a horrible time dealing with the loss of my beloved Cash. I've been feeling very guilty for everything that happened prior to his illness and the 3 months after. I know I have to get through it the same way I got through mom but this time I know I have to feel it. I have to grieve it or I will lose my love for the horses altogether. As it stands, my heart is now in it. I miss my boy too much. So I made this video to help me feel close to him but also to grieve. Always in my heart my beautiful Cash. Always '99-'15
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