Musings, ideas, what are you thinking about?

[HappyKitty]

This vacation made me realised..... Its so rare I got proper rest/sleep like thissss.... And everybody can see my eye bags, its not cool. So this vacation, some days is okay to let me sleep but most days, my body feels miserable and wants to take advantage of it. Back at home, few days of proper rest isn’t enough, I’m literally feeling the exhaustion so much... I can feel my stomach is ripping apart. It just need sleep. Kitty wants more sleep. 😕🥺

 

[GFS]

My weight Just thinking about it makes me feel like i have to climb a mountain to lose it.

Now I can't say it any better than Auri did:

Don't let your weight make you feel miserable because you will never be truly satisfied. It's a never-ending battle against yourself, until your last breath. Love yourself, try to look at your body (and especially your mind), and appreciate what you see. It is beautiful. You are beautiful. No matter if you have more or less skin. We love you no matter what

so yeah @Petal your health is more important than your looks. You are more important than your looks. And you'll always be lovely and loved.

This vacation made me realised..... Its so rare I got proper rest/sleep like thissss.... And everybody can see my eye bags, its not cool. So this vacation, some days is okay to let me sleep but most days, my body feels miserable and wants to take advantage of it. Back at home, few days of proper rest isn’t enough, I’m literally feeling the exhaustion so much... I can feel my stomach is ripping apart. It just need sleep. Kitty wants more sleep. 😕🥺

What does your therapist think about that? Does he thinks you need more sleep?

Because sometimes it's not just lack of sleep, it's being impossible for your body to rest well.

 

[HappyKitty]

@GFS yeah you’re right about the second one, its got inconsistent back at home. i wonder why its easy to fall asleep when I’m on vacay 😂

 

[Nick]

I don’t think I’ll get out of bed today. I’m not feeling it. I can accomplish most of what I need to from here. Blah.

 

[Petal]

Don't let your weight make you feel miserable because you will never be truly satisfied. It's a never-ending battle against yourself, until your last breath. Love yourself, try to look at your body (and especially your mind), and appreciate what you see. It is beautiful. You are beautiful. No matter if you have more or less skin. We love you no matter what

Aww thank you sweetheart. You're right, if I keep thinking this way I'll never be happy, i will try my best to be happy with myself inside and out and try not to let others words impact me, i've had enough fat shaming comments to last more than a life time

 

[Auri]

Aww thank you sweetheart. You're right, if I keep thinking this way I'll never be happy, i will try my best to be happy with myself inside and out and try not to let others words impact me, i've had enough fat shaming comments to last more than a life time

Who told you that?? Let me show them what they deserve...

Yay! Remember to do that! Life is too short to wait for the future.

 

[Nick]

90% of the bills are paid, I guess that’s something. I wonder if I planted coins in the yard if a money tree would grow.

 

[Innocent Forever]

You are such a monster.
You cannot take one piece of a larger sentence and quote 3 words out of it and then tag 99 people to get pity.

Anything goes in love and war.

 

[Innocent Forever]

Thinking about how much fun losing weight is going to be. not, its freaking hard

It'll be fun at the end, but the meantime part....

 

[Innocent Forever]

I'm thinking about packing. Thinking about packing. And thinking about packing some more. I hate packing. I hate packing. I hate packing some more. So I'm thinking about packing even more. I need to pack...

For some reason my internet has worked for a full bit of time. Can you believe that?

 

[Alucard1334]

Realized that I've gained weight this week - first time since my harrowing began. I'm at 118 lbs...
(Doesn't sound like much, but I'm 5'6", and generally weight between 125 and 130. I hit a low of 108 lbs, which scared me.)

So that's nice, I suppose.
And now, thanks to @Innocent Forever , I kind of want to go home and pack....:wow:

 

[Auri]

What will I do when I fail my driving test? *blub Back to start all over again

 

[sinking_ship]

What will I do when I fail my driving test? *blub Back to start all over again

Hey there, what do you mean 'when' you fail? What you will do IF you fail you will come to if you get there. What if you pass?

 

[Auri]

Hey there, what do you mean 'when' you fail? What you will do IF you fail you will come to if you get there. What if you pass?

I can't, I don't have the time to practice, and I park really bad with another car not mine. I wanted to go practice near the exam center today but got lost in the city... If I pass, it's a miracle.

 

[Auri]

Sorry, I know, I'm just really stressed about it right now, it will get better

 

[sinking_ship]

Sorry, I know, I'm just really stressed about it right now, it will get better

I get it. I'm freaking out about a stupid meeting that doesn't matter and extrapolating my being unprepared for it to like, my complete ineptitude at my whole career. So. Ya know.

 

[Auri]

I get it. I'm freaking out about a stupid meeting that doesn't matter and extrapolating my being unprepared for it to like, my complete ineptitude at my whole career. So. Ya know.

That's not logical The meeting will go fine, and even if it doesn't, it doesn't say anything about your career. I'm sure you're good at what you're doing

 

[Walker]

Why do you test on a car that isn't yours @Auri That's just how it is?

 

[Walker]

I'm supposed to be asleep but instead I'm lying here thinking about how a single nerve can wake you up from your dreams then keep you awake with its nagging little whiny bitchiness.

 

[Rellek]

I don’t think I’ll get out of bed today. I’m not feeling it. I can accomplish most of what I need to from here. Blah.

I was in bed today until 2:30 this afternoon, thankfully, no one contacted me today from work or family. All is good now, just tied up with anxiety for most of the day. I start each day at a 9 and finish with a 1, my biggest problem is getting out of bed in the morning to get another day started.