Hello Sam, I am Barry
I think you actually might be better off without your friend.
She put you in a terrible situation, by not telling you her husband found you attractive.
She knew you were very drunk and left you alone with him on purpose.
She secretly recorded you. Does she still have the recording?
To me, these are a lot of red flags. She sounds very manipulative and sneaky.
I feel like she set you up, maybe planned the whole thing?
You don't have a time machine, you can't change what has happened.
Forgive yourself and try to put this huge burden down.
Are you having racing thoughts or looping thoughts, that's why you're struggling so badly?
To me you sound like a very good person, you are kind and empathetic. Yes, you made a mistake, don't let this one dumb thing define you as a person.
Have you thought about seeing a therapist to help you during this rough time for you?
I wish you the best
I think you actually might be better off without your friend.
She put you in a terrible situation, by not telling you her husband found you attractive.
She knew you were very drunk and left you alone with him on purpose.
She secretly recorded you. Does she still have the recording?
To me, these are a lot of red flags. She sounds very manipulative and sneaky.
I feel like she set you up, maybe planned the whole thing?
You don't have a time machine, you can't change what has happened.
Forgive yourself and try to put this huge burden down.
Are you having racing thoughts or looping thoughts, that's why you're struggling so badly?
To me you sound like a very good person, you are kind and empathetic. Yes, you made a mistake, don't let this one dumb thing define you as a person.
Have you thought about seeing a therapist to help you during this rough time for you?
I wish you the best