<Mod Edit, WildCherry: rude> You are not aware of what u r going 2 do.just just dont do that.Before committing a sin like suicide just have a look at your mom and dad's photo...keep them in your purse... and imagine what would happen to them if they see your ruined body...You shouldn't give up..Life is meant to be tough and full of challenges and you should learn to fight against all odds. Listen friend..Dont think about any 1 of us or the rest of the world...but just think of ur parents... i m sure u luv them..and they love u twice as much as u luv em.Their life's gona get ruined if they loose u before they themselve die.So think ...and live independently and happily:love: