ty all for everything, one day it seems to get easier but then next like ive been hit by a ton of bricks my head is f----- why if he loved me so much would he do this to me, i truely dont think its actually sunk in yet. he never came across as depressed or anything like that, he was just a bit possesive but i learnt to live with it, we had a bit of a firery relationship but always sorted it out, so why o why this.