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my soulmate
- Thread starter hollowvoice
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Andi- Im so sorry your missing her today, know that she wouldnt want your head to be consumed by her and the memories that you shared. Please step out of the box and think about your future with you and your life. Let the past live in the past or it will haunt you to death.
You have such a great heart, I want to scream at the world:
EVERYONE PAY ATTENTION, IF YOU DONT WE WILL LOSE A GREAT GUY. GIVE HIM THE PEACE THAT HE NEEDS TO BRING HIMSELF TO A HAPPIER PLACE, GIVE HIM THE COURAGE AND STRENGTH TO FIGHT EVERYDAY. GIVE HIM THE LOVE THAT HE SO DESERVES AND NEEDS AROUND HIM.
Doesnt that sound like a prayer, and Im not even religious but this is what I feel when i think about all your pain, its so unfair. I wish you could see her just one more time, so she could tell you that its okay to go on without her. Its okay to be happy without her, its okay to miss her but its not okay to live your life like your waiting for her to come back. Shes not Andi-and Im so sorry, I truly am, but you deserve to live your life free of heartache and sadness.
And your mom is probably screaming her head off, trying to give you signs, signs that your loved and needed. I bet if she could she would come back down here and beat your butt. Did you ever have to go get the switch off of the tree?
I think you should put up a xmas tree, I think you should still live your life, your still alive.
Maybe you could meet up for a drink, doesnt have to be alcohol. You can just go out and play a round of pool or darts. Do you like darts? Maybe get together and see a show. To damn bad we dont live closer or I would show up on your door and drag you out for some holiday madness.
How come I always miss your threads? I hope your feeling better, hope your keeping yourself busy.
BFF for sure......
You have such a great heart, I want to scream at the world:
EVERYONE PAY ATTENTION, IF YOU DONT WE WILL LOSE A GREAT GUY. GIVE HIM THE PEACE THAT HE NEEDS TO BRING HIMSELF TO A HAPPIER PLACE, GIVE HIM THE COURAGE AND STRENGTH TO FIGHT EVERYDAY. GIVE HIM THE LOVE THAT HE SO DESERVES AND NEEDS AROUND HIM.
Doesnt that sound like a prayer, and Im not even religious but this is what I feel when i think about all your pain, its so unfair. I wish you could see her just one more time, so she could tell you that its okay to go on without her. Its okay to be happy without her, its okay to miss her but its not okay to live your life like your waiting for her to come back. Shes not Andi-and Im so sorry, I truly am, but you deserve to live your life free of heartache and sadness.
And your mom is probably screaming her head off, trying to give you signs, signs that your loved and needed. I bet if she could she would come back down here and beat your butt. Did you ever have to go get the switch off of the tree?
I think you should put up a xmas tree, I think you should still live your life, your still alive.
Maybe you could meet up for a drink, doesnt have to be alcohol. You can just go out and play a round of pool or darts. Do you like darts? Maybe get together and see a show. To damn bad we dont live closer or I would show up on your door and drag you out for some holiday madness.
How come I always miss your threads? I hope your feeling better, hope your keeping yourself busy.
BFF for sure......
Andi it is good you can remember her with fondness I hope too you can move forward with her still in your heart. You know she would not want sadness for you She would want only happiness for you. You know you have heart full of kindness and compassion please don't let it be full of sadness and cold reach out okay and find others to share that with friends get out and live now okay for her in her name she would want that take care.
:arms: am here for you Andi if you need to chat.
So sorry you feel so low... christmas is a horrible time when you're on your own, i'm not on my own, but don't like it one bit..because it upsets me to think of those who are alone, or homeless.
Lets make a deal to be there for each other over the christmas period.. maybe we could even skype? I won't let you feel alone. :handinhand:
:cheekkiss: :hug: Kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
So sorry you feel so low... christmas is a horrible time when you're on your own, i'm not on my own, but don't like it one bit..because it upsets me to think of those who are alone, or homeless.
Lets make a deal to be there for each other over the christmas period.. maybe we could even skype? I won't let you feel alone. :handinhand:
:cheekkiss: :hug: Kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You've been through some really hard stuff. Things most people could never know or deal with. Im glad that people here and helped you. It's only been days and I feel better about things from peoples support. It might sound cliche but know that she wouldn't want you to end life on a bad note. I would think about that and it helped. I had a friend who committed suicide out of nowhere. No note, nothing. If you ever need anyone to talk to PM me.