My story: My 3 year long emotional confusion

[MyEmotionalProblems]

About 3 years ago, I received an emotional confusion.

I would read the bible, and believe that God and his angels were real and that they were watching me. I channelled them. I then heard their voices talking to me in my head, telling me to do bad things to my physical body.

I would then hear my child's voice in my head, who would bully me into almost committing suicide and self-harming, also causing me to have ... at least ... a stroke.

I still have not ... recovered ... from the stroke.
Eventually I realized, it was all emotional confusion. I had been confused for several years. Very silly of me and I regret reading the bible which caused this to happen from start.

That was my story of when I confused myself into almost committing suicide.

 

[Atreides]

I heard a story similar to this once. I'm glad you're still here. I wish you a speedy recovery.

 

[MyEmotionalProblems]

Thank you. What happened? Did they also hear their child’s voice and God’s voice?

 

[Atreides]

It was a little different. IIRC he saw angels and they told him to kill himself. It was something like that. I read an interview with the guy.

 

[MyEmotionalProblems]

hmm weird. Did he recover?

For me it was like changing religion.

 

[Atreides]

yeah. he recovered.

 

[MyEmotionalProblems]

What made him no longer believe in the bible and those things? How did he succeed personally?

 

[MyEmotionalProblems]

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