Hello there, I know you've all heard of people like me wanting help. But I guess there's a lot to my story. This time last year, I had everything in the world, my place at university, a relationship, my parents' support, a motivational family and good friends. But it didn't last long. My ex girlfriend broke up with me, I had failed my second year at university and had to leave. My parents now see me as burden who has ruined their hopes and dreams of seeing their child with a degree. Now I'm at point where I just want to give up and leave forever. I'm crying as I type this cos I have no one turn and I feel so alone in this world. I really want to study, find a girl and get settled in life. But every time I face myself with these aims, I am only reminded about my failures. I desperately need help. I just feel like my life is over, and that I'm no use to my parents. I honestly feel like killing myself but I'm too scared. I want to live and experience so much. A family, my very own children, a wonderful wife, a passionate career. But I'm scared