I guess there are a few (that I can think of for now):
a. As always, I am a chicken so I ain't got the courage to jump down from a ten floor building or blow my head off with a double barrel shotgun!
b. There are so many DVDs I have bought, but haven't watch them in ages so I thought I could catch up on that first.
c. There are still many Cds I wanted to buy but I am saving money for a new apartment to get the fuck out of this fucked up house!!
d. I guess I still hope to see Yan again and if I still have a chance to be with her, then I might turn around and live my life but if she have a boyfriend already, then I don't think I have to hesitate coz its probably the only thing I am truly holding on to... :cry: