Hello...
I am new here (obviously), and I've never really joined a forum like this or any kind of voluntary support for suicidal tendencies.
I started to become chronically depressed when i was about 13 then and I was lied to and forcefully admitted to a in-patient mental health hospital for suicidal/homicidal minors (under 18).
So I've never been very keen on seeking help since that (and other less helpful) incidents.
In my adult life I've usually been a pretty happy person. But now I'm dealing with some incurable illness's and chronic pain which has royally messed with my life. Add in a dash of family problems and I'm growing more suicidal/wanting to hurt myself, each day lately.
I don't have any friends anymore. And I'm still not sure why I signed up to this forum...
I am new here (obviously), and I've never really joined a forum like this or any kind of voluntary support for suicidal tendencies.
I started to become chronically depressed when i was about 13 then and I was lied to and forcefully admitted to a in-patient mental health hospital for suicidal/homicidal minors (under 18).
So I've never been very keen on seeking help since that (and other less helpful) incidents.
In my adult life I've usually been a pretty happy person. But now I'm dealing with some incurable illness's and chronic pain which has royally messed with my life. Add in a dash of family problems and I'm growing more suicidal/wanting to hurt myself, each day lately.
I don't have any friends anymore. And I'm still not sure why I signed up to this forum...