TLA, I'd also like the answer to this question.
One big thing that tells me that suicide isn't an option is how devastated my mom and little brother at least would feel about me dying. I so far haven't lost a loved one and can't imagine the horrible pain, in fact, I'm now afraid of living when my parents eventually pass away. :sad:
Sometimes, its actually nice not to have options, if suicide is absolutely not an option, then you are able to concentrate on making your life better and working on improving it. But if suicide is still an option in your mind, your stuck in limbo somewhat and it becomes very hard just to exist.