Thank you, I’m definitely glad you don’t mind rambling, I still try to keep it to a minimum as much as I can though cos I try hard to not be overwhelming or anything like that.
Thank you for the compassion about being on edge too. It is a bit better now, if I were to read the latest email waiting for me then I’d be right back to being stressed out again. Wish they would just leave me alone and forget about me already. I have basically told them that as “nicely” as I can, if they still don’t get that then I will have to be more direct about it. I have tried to avoid that cos I know they definitely can’t handle that, but wtf else is one to do when they are utterly backed into a corner like this? Lol. They are kinda impossible for sure, luckily for me I saw that very clearly as a teen, there is just no winning with them because they are never happy and there is always “something else” I should be doing. Fuck that crap already! Lol :p
I’m glad you think those ideas I have are cool though so I appreciate your support with that. Will try to make them and post them sometime soon