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Pecheur

#42
I can't believe I am reading this. She said she would call me if it ever got this bad. She saved me dozens of time, I just wish I was around to save her this once.. I owe my life to you Lou. I am so sorry I wasn't here.
 
#44
The thought of you being in your final resting place makes me cry every time it crosses my mind.

I'd do anything to trade places, you weren't supposed to die.
 
#45
I went to text you today, Blou. Literally wrote the message, and only remembered when I was about to press send. It's still so hard to think of you as gone. You shouldn't be. Even though you didn't see it, you had so fucking much to give, like I told you time and time again. The services failed you, and you paid the ultimate price. I love you loads, and I miss you every day. I wish I was around so you could have talked if needed, WHEN needed, but I wasn't. And for that I will be eternally sorry. I know that wherever you are, you'll be resting peacefully, as I said, someone like you couldn't NOT be. You always knew how to make me smile (BOOB!) and we picked each other up when times were hard. Only now, you're not here for me to pick up, and I don't have you to pick me up. So where do we go from here??

I dunno. I just want you to know that you will NEVER be forgotten. You touched so many people. I remember our first conversation. I think it was about alcohol (that sums us up perfectly, right?) and how our friendship developed into much deeper stuff. I wouldn't have changed you for the world. I only wish you could have seen what everyone else saw in you. This still doesn't feel real. I miss you and I love you. Lots and lots of BOOBY hugs ;) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 

Incurious

Well-Known Member
#47
I came here too late to make your acquittance but I hope that you're in a happy place :)

You obviously positively affected a lot of people, which is fantastic.
 

Malchance

Well-Known Member
#48
I know it is silly, but I feel I failed you by not being here, by hiding in the real world with countless amount of work. I am so sorry I was not here, and I wish I could go back in time and spend more time with you. No matter what I write feels trite and undeserving. There are no words which can make it right, there are no words which should make it right.

I will miss you.
 
#51
I will have more concise thoughts in the near future...for now, having just found out - I am devastated and distraught. I was 20 minutes away.

I wish you'd called.

I wish I'd called.

I hope you've found your peace.
 

Sa Palomera

Well-Known Member
#52
I only just heard this. :cry: At a loss for words. I hadn't spoken to her in ages, as I haven't been in touch with most SF members I used to be in touch with.... Now I wish I hadn't 'left'.
 

Kiba

Well-Known Member
#55
Idk why it still hurts.. i wish i could have stayed in contact with you.. I knew you weren't well.. I wish i could have been there for you.. but i couldn't.. the day i found out was my 21st birthday.. i ended up going into the target bathroom and crying.. i miss you.. i drank to you.. that day.. in your memory.. i just hope you are hapier wherever you are now.. I'm sorry..
 
#56
It still hurts. I miss you - I wish you'd been less scared to open up and I wish I'd found the way. I will always remember the many times you've picked me up with kind words and very practical advice. I just wish that taking one's own advice was as easy as it was to give - you always had the right words for me - never for yourself.
 

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